hi blog..

somehow i wish you were someone real. not just a blog but someone in my life.. oh well..

i've been in much pain recently. i've been holding on to it for too long. i think i'm not gg to make it anymore. i've been strong for too long, way too long. i need a break. i've been giving love to everyone around me, especially you. its not like i'm tired i dont wanna love anymore, but as a simple human just like everyone else, deep inside we all still need to be loved back.

i just feel like being weak so that i can be loved:( the strongest of all doesnt mean that there's no point of weakness.

i cant do anything now but simply missing you every day, every night, every hour, every minute, every second and every moment