my life is a JOKE

i'm gonna announce here that i fucking miss TAN WAN QI ALOT ALOT ALOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT=(((((((((

phew i just reached home=) thanks to hei ren! haha gera bro!

weekends wasnt really fulfilling! tml sch's starting! had been mapling with rong rong till late night n early mrng!

there's a word call LIMIT. sometimes it's just hitting the peak of mine.

happy birthday sharon! hahaha! 18yrs SWEE lah! legal liao legal liao! hahaha! had so much fun!!!!! steamboat, top1 n arcade! steady lah dey! so long 8s no such fun liao huh!!!!!!!! hahaha!

today match..
lose! hahaha! but i'm alright! =x at least i didnt get benched=x at least i scored 1 ball! hahahhahahahahaha! thanks rong rong tina n nu er for coming down to support! n also the u16s! had sui jiao mian after that. i think it taste more like LA JIAO MIAN! ahhahaha! i just nw seriosly LIKE A DOG man! lol! went hm with rong n vana! so long nv see vana alr!!!!!!!!!! miss her so much man!

disappointed is one thing. but whatever lah huh. i just want to make it CLEAR here that I FUCKING DONT LIKE HER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! seriously

BOOHOOO~ I'M BACK! hahaha!

it's lots of fun over there! =) relax relax n relax~ but coming back it's back to reality again! bloody mary is nice! haha! tiger beer still sucks. but the accompanies ROCKS! we ate lots of nice food. spending money like water is shiok! =x drinking every night at the lounge is AWESOME! BLOOD the last vampire makes us high even though the storyline sucks! OSIM chairs provides great massage, but it makes my shoulder hurts. BOWLING is shiok not thinking bout the muscle aches bcos of it. basketball machine with GYSM is always the BEST with our new highest score of 516. but playing alone is tiring but still i broke my personal record with 406. the journey to wait for the sunrise is fun with lots of pictures. but it's a disappointment not seeing the sunrise because of the heavy fog.

what's that feeling..

i'm lost

today u17 lost. but i think they put up a gd fight! well done girls!! how i wish we could play like that for youth cup! so jia you u19! we must play well!

whoohoo~ today ate jacks place for lunch! haha! with gera rong n jo. kinda bored now~ chionging bai quan nv wang! hahaha! damn nice! but i feel like skipping some epi cos i dont want see shan wu shuang tgt with the leslie sung=x damn saddddddddd... i cry after watching. haha

well counting down to 3 days! =)

well i haven started studying yet! i was too lazy and too stress to touch my book. i thought training would relieve my stress but it seems worse cos we're like a cui and youth cup is COMING!! wthhhh.. well it's tiring! we had to play 3 games!!! omggggg! plus only gt 6/7 ppl! what to do! but nvm nt main point bout this post..

main point is:
i have such a gd fren like yuna! whom bought me a 60over bucks knee guard with sze yee n jia qi sharing! still super expensive though!! omg la.. so gan dong!!! how to find a fren like her! must cherish even more! wont wanna even lose her.. hugs hugs k! haha! they so sweet lahhhhhhh! XDDD cos i keep bu she de spend the money and dont hv de money to buy a better knee guard. the old one doesnt give enough support. hope i wont let them down in youth cup!

my love and ber miaaaaaaa... but nw ber talking to me on msn so alright!

that gera really dont want us liao! call or msg dont even have! ayes ayes ayes!

whoohoo~~ just nw went watch ballet performance at esplanade theater! haha! it's kinda boring during the first half cos i dont really unstd. hence i fell asleep! okay kinda rude but i cannot help it! but 2nd part nice. kinda funny too. but somehow gt one joke is kinda bad. it goes: why do black women carries larger handbag? ans: BECAUSE THEY NEED SPACE TO PUT THEIR LIPSTICK! lol! funny but bad! stereo typing=x but there's this BLACK guy DAMN FCKING HOT! hahaha! his build n his actions! omg shuai, handsome, jaw dropping gd looks! haahhahahaa! even though i watch him like damn far away. but i swear the whole 2nd half all my attention is on him! HAHAHA

it's been a wk since we met=( i miss u guys

who really cares when i needed someone?!

well i got to know i got no10 for youth cup this yr! acty quite sad de cos cannot get my favourite 14! but nvm.. while i was taking train back to sch i realised no10 is serene's number! omg damn high lah! she's qian xi's no10 for women opens this yr! hahahah! i sooooo gonna love no10 now! =x n our new jersey is fcking nice! LOL. i seem to love my baby even more recently which i dunno why!!!!! hahahaha! exams on monday! n i haven started studying yet! how great! LOL

seriously i'm fucking pissed off today. wtf. as if this sunday gt 3on3 my fault. gaolao also nv ask just put my name there only. u think i would wanna play meh! i also put studies in front of bball first what! u ALL dont have to be so sarcastic! yayaya like whatever! cb siol! damn du lan! u all GOT BALLS go scold gaolao lah!
CHICKEN MCNUGGETS!


kena scold for something that i dont even wanna do!

now i know the reason why i love and cant live without gera rong n jo! XD

well i fcking miss them hell load lah! so long nv see them alr. okay even though it's like only 3 days since sat, but i feels like 3million years! =((((

that gera gd, finish her exams alr! must be clubbing now! not like me still stay over in school!!!!!!!!m :'(

i've been drinking these few weeks! hahaha! gdgd can train my alcohol level! XD i enjoy drinking! i seriously love CHIVAS even though i haven tried martell! haha! fucking got kick man!

it's coming now! like in 2 wks time exactly! hahahaha~

hmm i'm affected but i fucking dont care n i know i'm not gg to let myself fall easily cos i'm me and i'm different among different groups of friends. so i'm still myself. people love and hate the way i am but i know myself best. so ya, after so many things that happened around me, i know who is true who is not, i know who to be with and who best for me even though everyone around me has their own weaknesses. i accepted doesnt mean that others will accept mine. friends who walk away and those who stay by u in every part of your life. seeing thru everything doesnt means it good. i still want the blur old me who is naive about everything n one who lives in her own beautiful wonderland.

but i'm tired of this word called 'FRIENDS'

and i love gera rong n jo even more after today. n i hope it wont change forever