HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)

whoo blogger changed its login page. hahaha cool man. today finally end work early. i ytd work from 330-1230am, today 6am -330pm. hahaha tireddddddddddddddd. i need a break. its coming on sat:) ok i damn pek cek with myself cos i am too busy to plan my bday. so its just gonna be simple. hais what to do. think next yr 21st i stay hm sua. aarghhh..

had been quite hot tempered recently due to stress and lack of slp. sorry people. bing u know the ans to your temper alr:) cos tired and stress will cause u to have DAMN LITTLE of tolerance. how to settle it? create fun n joy at work:)

thought today's lunch had to eat by myself. but surprisingly after i bought my subway meal, i saw tina and jenny~ so jenny acc me eat while tina's at her interview. thanks faizal for dropping me off at raffles place. lol. then we went to PS play arcade. its been so damn long man. n the games damn cui. i shoot ball until my hands dropping! high score 352:) weets!

off to meet coach tf and yr at vivo city. had chicken rice at FR. SUX TTM. the chicken damn cold lor. suntec's FR chicken rice is still the best! hehehe:) thanks yr for sending me back! fell asleep in the car. too tired. n here i am home sweet home!

whee. im working now but using hannah's laptop to blog. hahaha so long nv blog alr. 10 days. wow! been busy working! need to earn more money to go hong kong! so damn looking forward for the trip man! 2 more weeks to go! gonna eat those nice nice dim sum! hosehhhhhhhhh. tomorrow got a lot of meeting rooms need to clear. omgggggggg. chiong ah! lol im having lots of fun at work, chatting with ernest, bully hannah, and talk dirty with wardah and erza! HAHAHAHAHA! cannot imagine how we are like man. too bad tommy martin n lynette stuck at their own meeting room and ballroom. i miss GERALDINE YAP SI MIN, LIM ANG RONG, JOANNA GOH, LEE YET BING......................................... BASICALLY I MISS 8S. oh mannnnnnn. hoping that everyone could make it this fri cos we gg for MOVIEEEEE. dont know what movie we watching. i wanna watch TONG YAN! by my favourite Rainie but i still love AN YI XUAN more!! hohoho hehehe. but i scared leh. the ratings not good at all leh! finding people to watch with me though. tinaaaaaaa~~~~~~ hahaha i think im gonna get a windbreaker in hongkong:) i dont have 1 except for my Ngee Ann jacket wor. and like cui alr. lol cant wait for sunday to come because its my off day:))))))))))))) maybe stay at home play maple or what. lol. next wk still got work. awwwwww.. have been watching korean version of er zuo ju zhi wen recently. DAMN NICE! kim hyun joong so shuai. oh mannnnnnnnnn. everyone shld go watch. wonder if there's any new or upcoming taiwan drama that's nice. its been so long since a good one like autumn concerto. all directors i think have run out of ideas le. I WANNA WATCH RAINIE AND WU ZUN ONE. even though i dont like wu zun. haha but what to do, got rainie. hehe

retardddddd... so long nv msg you alr. hope you are doing good:)

whoo finally an off day after working for 15 consecutive days. damn tired but still manage to get online and also go out with friends for some of the days. i miss them alot. tmr off 1 day then start work again until sunday then off. weets. hope this continues! lol. nth to blog. i miss coach. very long never see her alr.

been working these few days. no chance to online. haha what to do. i kinda enjoy work recently even though its tough and tiring. hardcore. now i really understand how weis n gab felt. not 1 thing is light. all heavy de. lol, but i like running about. even though i will smell damn bad bcos of the sweat, humidity and dust all on your body.

actually i really dont know what's impt in my life anymore. money? friends? family? am i too busy recent;y to do any self reflect. yes i am. everytime reach hm 1st thing is to bath, 2nd is SLEEP. 24 hours is certainly not enough for me. i totally dont hv time for my parents. its been so long since i last chat with them. even though i always scream at hm, hope that they unstd. after 1 whole day of work, shag and tiredness always caused me to be in a very bad mood when i reach home. hais need to change. so in the end what's impt in my life? last time i can get this ans very easily, because it has always been friends. now? i dont know.

how much have i done for them, how much have they done for me? anyone knows the answer? work is definitely a good thing to do to 忘记自己. to forget bout what u shld think, and become lost in the world. days past, life moves on, friends come and go, money spent on this n that, family will never gonna always be there. the path, still having to continue by myself, hoping 1 day i will cross by someone's path so that we'll walk on tgt. somehow i got to believe 100% that friends are not gonna be FOREVER.

so what's important in my life that i'll live for? 20years, i dont have any answers. how pathetic, how ridiculous