hahahaha i see my paper i wrote on, my eyes from -.- become $.$ heh heh heh!

worked from 9-12:( so tired! but was damn high at 10plus 11 plus. LOL cos all of us tired alr! hahahaha long bang siti's cab back. omg the uncle horrible untilllllll. first time take car feel like vomit. LOL

hope my dear ysm is ok:) ni kai xin jiu hao! wo men zui ai ni le! hahaha

my my my GODDDDD. body aching from ytd's work. lol! first time do lighting. xiong shiol! but great experience:) lighting stuffs are heavy man. luckily there's this nice guy to teach me all the while if not i'll be damn lost. saw flo:) hehe so long nv see her! miss her laughter and voice during training!!!!!!

met up with my favourite peeps:) had some probs at first but SOLVED! lol i believe after this incident, our friendship will be much more tougher and thicker! :) love u guys! 我爱你们!!!!!

i think i seriously need an organizer! *.* my calendar has been messed up by me! omg so messy can! anyone have extra can spare me one? or who will be damn fucking nice to buy me one! LOL cos i'm too lazy to do some shopping for all these stuffs

原来寂寞是一件很恐怖的事

arghhhhh need find ppl to work for yog!!! LOL

its never gonna be the same again, i guess. a thoughtful concern in exchange for a painful lie. is it worth it?

work is so boring~ luckily there's wireless so i brought my laptop here! heh heh even though its damn heavy but nvm! =x 7th aunt and her friends are coming to sg. hope i end work in time to catch a free dinner with them! HEHE

GERALDINE YAP SI MIN





























































































you painted my life with wonderful colours;
you filled my sky with so many stars;
you showered me with your love and concerns;
all these which...
made my life black and white without you;
made my sky empty without you;
made me lonely and lost without you.
its never a regret knowing you.
i want you to know how important are you to me.
you are a blessing that god gave me:)

oh my oh my. its only starting at 1130!? lol! im falling asleep:(((((((((((( anyone pls entertain me to keep me awake!

whoo! i'm at home now! haha acty home the whole day alr! lol! so happy! means no money spent today! SAVE MONEY man! had been spending alot during the past wks. paying for things that is not for me. to someone that is not worth it but whatever it is, i shall not be stupid to spend money this way anymore.

work ytd at suntec. haha! thanks STEPH for sending me back home:) working tml till fri! at suntec agn but nt for suntec. lol! i miss gera rong jo:(

whoo tml is off day:) get to rest and get to watch show till late night. haha i am still watching MARS. hais the show is damn damn damn sad can. esp during the finishing part of the episodes. cry until like water tap. like a kid crying. so sad:((((((( make me feel emo also

就让我爱你
没有了自己

today is not a good day. but its okay. since its already over.

it hurts when you put in effort and others don't see it.

i hope people around me are alright. esp Geraldine Yap Si Min & Serene Yap Shu Mei

我们是不是会因为某些人而忽略了其他人?

people whom i thought they would understand me, are the ones who don't.
and to those i thought they don't understand me, are actually the ones who understands me the most. life is so contradicting

its supposed to be happy day. suppose to be a MR HAPPY today. but i guess its not now... but who i am to be sad of. i shall be happy for u but i am not. hais. shant blog bout it anymore.

met my dearest gera rong jo today:) mahjong! and play daiti with bryan! cabbed home. that's all. but its happy enough until now. cant wait for tml's outing! gonna be damn damn damn fun! :)

BING IS COMING BACK ON THE 2ND OF MAY!!!! WHOO! FAST FAST WOR! I CANT WAIT ANYMORE! HEHE

happy birthday hou zi! even though i think u wont see this! HAHAHA! enjoy your birthday alright! and also your TAIWAN trip! hee!

went to town supposedly to get a present, end up me and yp and get 1 hence we went to have our late dinner at cine's pasta mania! LOL

tml not gg breakfast with someone so they can have sweet loving date with each other! hee. i shall not be lightbulb! :)

i'm going down tampines to find ching ching jie jie~ she said she could help me fix my phone cover which cracked quite sometime ago. thanks jie! hope it can be saved:/

thurs is nearing! :) i am so looking forward to it! i miss u guys! awww

boring day. but manage to have dinner/supper with yp and coach and coconut family. different timing though. got home ard 11 plus aft seeing jia hui home. lol walked. ate alot today. so sinful. but blue coral snow shake was nice:) recently have been up lately not feeling tired at all. i spoke to dad bout studying a degree just now randomly when i got home. yup so he said he'll support me but he'll discuss with my mum first. so most probably a yes. haha gg to take a bank loan though. my dear gera went out with her friends and tio shoot. well nw u know how i felt=xx haha jk! its okay dear! dont take it to heart can alr le:) gd to know u at home soundly. working on fri and sat. so got 120bucks income this mth! HOSEH.

i know i should be sleeping now so i wont think so much but i cant help it! so im very feeling right now.

i miss GERALDINE YAP SI MIN, LIM ANG RONG AND JOANNA GOH lots lots lots. its been long that i last saw them. my pi gu yang la, nua at home on sun! shld hv go n meet them right! kns! love u guys, meet up soon k even though i this wk very busy=x

i know i should not be angry. no i am not angry, i'm just being disappointed by you that's all. but who are you to get me disappoint with. i am in no stand to be disappointed in you. its just a thing that i have to get used to it. its being normal that last minute you will have something to do and not going out with me. okay, i'm just tired of all these shit. but what to do. life's like that. full of shit, BUT also FULL OF HAPPINESS if you look on the wonderful side of life. okay out of point. but ya, i promise i wont let history repeat itself cos it'll hurt you deeply i suppose. i know i'm not someone that important to let you prioritize me but you are someone impt to me. but well, its just something i need to get used to and getting numb at it. i guess if this happens again in the near future or what, i think i wont get so affected alr bah.

its 5am now. n i'm not tired. was watching PS 男. hmm quite nice not bad. my BLUE is so handsome:) hee! my type=xx there's nth for me to do. stuck at home whole day again cos i no money to go out alr even though i just got my pay. need to find job soon. coconut's bday is on fri. need money for pressie. aft apr will be the horror period. many people bdays in end may, june and july. its gonna cost me a bomb man!!!! hais. would heaven pls drop some money for me?! i've decided to go uni. i hope it wont be so stress as compared to the gov unis. would be taking up logistic and supply chain management. hope i would like it. anyone interested to further studies or study in sim tell me k! LOL cos i dont wanna be loner:( very sad one! hmm. hope tml will be a better day! how i wish there's someone by my side, lying on the bed with me and have a heart to heart talk. the feeling i would never have bcos i dont have any siblings. sometimes i really really wished for a sister or brother. but well, nobody could understand how i felt being a only child. gd morning to those working people and gd night for those people like me who havent slp.

haha well i'm at home the whole day today. to lazy to move my ass around. sorry to ps my dear gera, rong n baobei:( cos must save money for thurs! muahahahaha! been mapling the whole afternoon until i decided to stop at 8 to watch some tv show! XIN YI TIAN TU LONG JI! whoohoo! ok i watch before alr but ya just watch again even though my super duper pretty, cute, beautiful, adorable, hot, sexy 安以轩 haven come out yet. hehehehe! love her manszx! i miss her already. cos so used to watching her in autumn concerto every sunday no matter how early i need to go for attachment on monday! LOL. in conclusion, jia hui really really is very dirty. haha anyway i saw serene's most recent blog post. really made me ROFL! haha damn funny. till here~ CIAO!

geraldine is having so much fun clubbing now and im at home playing maple:( how sad!!!! i wanna go clubbing:(

just being emo late at night recently. guess should sleep so wont emo

nahs i just need a hug from you..

things changed, people do change.. but i'm stuck. you dont reply my messages anymore. i know i should have been more understanding, i just can't help it but to look at my phone every now and then.

突然想要有被爱的感觉

whoo i am now blogging bcos of GERALDINE YAP SI MIN. she say she's bored so asked me to blog. had lots of fun for the past few days even though nv drink alot. LOL! went to steph st margarets band concert. not bad. haha her junior is very entertaining cos she really look like steph and her swollen face. ate at makan sutra and food was not bad:) went back home and online all these until 3 plus and slept. sooooo tired. woke up at 2 plus. cousin ching ching jie jie is getting married! haha i wanna gooooo. in july~ shiok shiok man! hope i can make it! :) gg down tampines next wk to find her. hope she can fix my handphone thing for me. lol. maybe can meet dear geraldine also since she's working at tampines.

out of no where and complaining to jo. i decided to fix my laptop to my desktop monitor! whoo so cool man! so now i gt 2 monitors and my maple can run faster cos my desktop cpu sucks like dunno what alr! LOL wanna get a new one soon aft i found a job! haha so now i can drag here and there as and when i wish~~ whoo!

i dont know what to do cos u're hot and cold

应该选择放弃, 还是继续沉浸在不属于自己的快乐

hee went out with retard today. happy day. maybe i'll upload pic when i get the pics from her. haha! went to eat n watch movie! whip it! not bad quite nice! hahaha! the main lead like so muscular! omg lo. how i wish i'm like her! hehehehe! cabbed back. meet gera they all. driving without license! orhor gera! LOL but not bad la she drive. :) jia you girl! u can do it! hee!