had a pleasant outing with my kuku retard on sat! haha! it's been a very long time since we saw each other, chatting, taking pictures tgt. we met at bugis had our dinner and window shopped. haha both were broke=x so we walked around and decided to walk to clarke quay. hahaha. so much fun! it's been a very long time since i was so happy gg out with my frens. no worries no negatives. i really miss this type of feeling. so we went back since it's getting late. sent her home and took cab. so tiredddd....



happy day! lets go out soon tgt retard

要,却不能要
想拥有,却总是得不到
手,握的越紧却越容易失去
帮,却越帮越忙
想忘记,却深深刻在心里
不想要,却越容易得到
想挽回,却失去了机会
想活在回忆,却越在现实生活中
地球,永远不会停止围绕
爱,永远爱不到
山,永远都那么高
地,永远都那么厚
水,永远都那么深
失去了,永远都不会再回来
亲人,永远都是最亲
朋友,不能拥有期待
情人,总是会有伤害

我的世界,永远都建着墙
我,永远都一个人

WELCOME TO MY LIFE!

i guess it doesn't matter anymore. but i will try my best.

tues
gera bday. got work and ot=( but still in time for dinner! haha at seoul garden! bryan also gt go=DD so cuteeeeeee making fun of him. lol
my dear only love mood wasnt very good in the first place wor. but better while eating. then halfway through hubby lee came with her cake! haha it was meant to be a surprise but it is not due to some reasons. in conclusion i dont think it is a great day for herrrrrrr..

1. food was seriously more important than her
2. taking photos are more important than taking it with her
3. attention was not on her when it should because it was her birthday
4. some just dont realised how bad she felt
5. maybe some just dont even care

some people are just not worth for the tears you dropped for them. so keep it for those whom you think they are worth it. cos a drop of tears worth a million of love.

but whatever it is, it's over. that's just live. so just stay happy whenever you can cos that is the least everyone could do in our lives.

some people are just too fucking OVER SENSITIVE over 2 words: YOU ALL.

it's been a week since i last posted. haha kinda too lazy and too busy to post. just bathed and homed not long ago cos i worked ot until 415AM! hahahahaha shiok siol! hais sian heng tml 12pm den report! hais my report also jia lat. like bout 50% done only. wed need hand in den need let joe see also. jia latttttttttttttt

due to the recent weather... i'm having feng shi. damn fcking pain=( both ankles and knees. this time round knee more pain:'(

my only love went for camp.. I MISS HER DEARLY

my bao bei zhar bo kia finished her Os! hurray!

my dear rong rong working and studying! so tiring! jia you man!

my pretty wan qi is feeling better~ =D

i just met my DEAREST COACH for bball session and dinner just now! so happy! damn long nv see her already.

my cute retard nv reply me, wonder how is she already. hope she's doing fine:)

my desktop hanged again.. doing research on which desktop to buy. HP Pavilion Elite m9600/m9700/HPE-000.. haven discuss with my dad yet cos i want WINDOWS 7 running on intel i7 quad~~~~ omgggggg with the 23inch FULL HD monitor and Nvdia GT graphic card.

sorry i cant do anything to help..
maybe it is, maybe it is not. i no longer know what and which to believe in so i have chosen not to believe in everything.

hmm hope everything goes well for my dear dear wan qi! you gonna get over this alright! believe in yourself not others. 加油!! meet up soon!=D

so tiring at work.. slept str8 when i reach hm ytd. i gg slp soon cos ... hahahahaha!

seriously, i think what i feel very very zhun man. 2nd time alr! LOL. next time i think if i feel something i just shut up. hahahaha

i will miss my only love cos she's gg camp on thurs=((((((( love love k! lol

i now then realized i forgot to morning call my dear rong rong ytd morning cos i was too busy doing soldering! LOL! sorry rong er~~

i want to thank my bao bei nv er for the tako ball she bought for me on sunday=DDDD so happy!

i miss my dear dear COACHHHHHHHHHHH.. cos i'm having night shift last wk, therefore i cant meet her for dinner=( so i better sacrifice some sleeping time this wk to meet her cos i miss her damnnnnnn LOT! haha

to the lovely retard.. when are you FREEEEEE.. to go out with me n eat nice FOOD! lol! even when we have to walk from gym to the horrible CANTEEN 4!!!!!! lol

too bad it's too late. i cant wait anymore so i chose to give up. but i'm really happy with my life right now cos i know there will still be so many lovely people and many happy pills around me to make up my life and i love them as much as they love me!

i'm at work now=D so boreddddd. luckily there's tommy n his lappy. lol thanks for his treat on dinner too.

tml offfffff... anyone wanna ask me out in the afternoon?!?! or anyone wanna play maple with me? LOL!

sometimes i wonder what would my life be if i dont have my parents and my besties around me.. i guess the answer is i'm better off dead.

recently i realise actually i miss my dear serene a lot. but she's damn busy now=(

i'm happy with my life right now. it'so much better, no need to think bout so many things. but i need to do my report REAL SOON!!!!!!

and i am thinking on how to increase the amount of money in my bank=x lol

i guess time really gave me the answer..

tiredddddd.. these few days like nth to do in suntec cos of apec. haissssss... boring lah! i'm too lazy to bring my laptop n do my report siol! tml see how lor. maybe bring hard disk also. so can watch movie! hee.

life's been very unmeaningful. as the days go by, everything seems to be due. like reports and all those stuffs. and when attachment's finally over and i'm graduating, that is when the horror starts. i have to find a permanant job with this fucking piece of diploma. start saving up and giving money to my parents. i cant live a life that's only about me anymore. i have to pay bills. somehow i'm envious of ppl whom parents train them since young. not like me being so pampered which results in me not being so independent. i cant imagine i need to go through everything again. interview. find job that's related to the fcking cert. somehow to think of it i felt so lost. and i have to take on everything. there's no such word called sharing cos i'm the only child. no ppl to share my stress, no ppl to share the fu dan, no ppl to share my worries.

well i guess i shan't think too much for the time being...

seeing you so stress bout money, so tired about your everyday life. how i wish i could help but i know u wont accept my money. i seem so helpless towards everything in my life. i cant seem to help anyone. all i can say is 加油. love u!

whoo~ bday on FRI~! work. bu shuang~ but nvm.

meet bao bei jo first den go over meet bing n ade. wait for my only love n rong rong~~ went to fish n co eat! hahaha! treat them dinner. den go cut cake at some random place outside ion aft tina n sharrrrrr reach! lol! some ppl's private party there too. u see, that's de difference between the rich n the poor! HAHA!

went to pub at boat quay. was damn tired n damn fcking full. so when gera try to guan4 me, i puke. cos i dunno why my cup nv stir properly den all the chivas at the bottom. then we play play drink drink. drink until i very very TIRED. hahaha so i fell asleep=xxxx sorry guys! they finished de rest w/o me. ke lian de rong rong. lol TINA WAS DAMNNNNNN SEHHHHHH~ hahahahahaha! i think gera jiu liang better than hers alr! =x dont an shuang when u see this k! LOL!

thanks gera n hubby lee for sending me n rong rong home. =D

thanks 8s for the very very very nice jacket n i love it as much as i love u guys! ;)