heh heh I'm at work now!!!! Thanks' roger for the free Internet access;)) omg 8s let's organise an overseas trip soon alright!!!!!! I miss gg overseas with u guys hahaha so everyone who read this please faster go and save up some money hor hor hor ESP rong rong!!! Hehehe I also need to save too cos I need to get furniture and laptop and tv for my room!!!!!! Oh mannnnnnnnn high living expenses with low paying
job :((((( how how how?????? Help la help la!! Will money please drop from the sky! Hahaha not much la 1m enough hahahaha. I think I'm kind of crazy recently cos I keep miss Gera esp when I just saw her ytd!!!! Oh man I think I am deeply in love with her n her stupidity:xxx

today no mistakes:) whee. but hard price paid.

thanks bernard for the teaching.

somehow in this life while we all are growing up, we tend to meet all kinds of different people with different personalities. some will end up being your great buddies while others are the ones we should beware of. we can get all the shit from them. humiliation, betrayal, back-stabbers and whatsoever. its hard to take it. but when you learn to do it and take it in stride, it makes you to become a stronger and better person. people learn from mistakes. we just have to make sure we wont repeat the same mistakes again. cos in the end, it is what we've been through to make us grow and see a wider world of what human beings are. and the least we could do is to learn from the experiences and BELIEVING IN ONESELF. hard work will pay off, and we've got something to prove

hahaha this post is for geraldine yap cos she ask me blog some posts so she wont see the emo post. Lol. I'm working now. Damn bored man. N nobody seems to reply me. Oh man. Everyone's so busy. I'm so wu eng at work! Hahaha. Lot 1 kbox is damn cool. Like my thailand hotel room! Next time kbox all diao lot1 alr. Hehe! Anyway i finally got my phone fixed.. Thanks to ching ching jie! Look like so new man omg. Though still got some scratches but it still looks new. Heh heh. Hope tonight can go back early cos tmr work at 8! Oh man. Ytd watch naruto watch until stuck in front of com. Lol. Just now had bk for lunch. Oh man, damn nice. My mushroom swiss double. Favourite siol! Anyway i just saw bing's blog post. She gg die alr. I'm gonna pull her eat what she posted. Lol!

i dont know what u want. you'll never know what i want. fml ttm. cb why u emo! knn. see la evrything dont say. what i need when emo nobody knows la. just like that lor. cry to slp then die suan liao. dont wake up la fucker. die emo sua. ok? promise just die in slp ok. what u doing u also dunno. go work kena scold also diam diam. u cb useless thing. why born in this world. u fucked up only leh. burden. all u know is cry cry cry. cry alone some more. cry with pillow some more. also nt say cry with pillow gt brother sister pop out cry tgt. u just lonely forever only. always make ppl sad ppl irritated ppl angry. so unhappy. why still continue living. only know how use pen knife cut cut cut. will die meh. no leh still fat n healthy. only leave scar. see scar always remind u. so torturing. might as well cut away whole hand. or maybe just jump out of hs sua. serious. no need work also gt money. ppl burn for u. also nt scared no friends. many many many. no frens prob, no work prob, no love prob. aiya just no prob la. so why still here typing. ask u go jump also dont dare. go slp la slp la slp la. hlp la hlp la. fuck my life la

嫉妒是一种害怕失去你的恐惧

i just finish watching PS MAN! next wk last episode. goodbye my BLUE~

i'm emo now. cos of the show. hais always scold bing stupid cos she always watch show emo. now i'm also like her. :(((((((((((((((((

因为害怕失去所以不敢付出真心

你身边的那个位子坐着心爱的人还是回忆？

aww. staying at home chatting with my parents:) so long nv talk to them alr. think tmr i go shopping. buy shoe for my mama before meeting for movie. haha! i haven get pay.... and i hvnt been updating my organizer. wonder what's my expenses like for this wk! :( i also forget where i go alr! hahahhahaha

i will cherish them more.

我记得我爱过，哭着要不回那些快乐

whee. just got home:) went woodlands waterfront:) new place and a nice one to chill at. its like marina barrage in the west! HAHAHA! with nicer atmosphere i suppose. at least to me:)

i want to emphasize thatttttt i only had a meal today:) YAYYYYYY!!!!!!! main point, i resist the temptation to eat the free KFC! LOL cos i know once i start i just cant stop eating a lot more which happens most of the time.

i miss retard. she ask me msg her but she nv reply me:(

anyway i was affected by what someone said. very. i teared but i hide it. it's alright. it's been long since i last emo-ed. sometimes, certain things, certain people, certain environment just cant be compared. i dont know how to continue. not for me to say but for you to think.

it's not that i dont share anything bout myself. not that i dont want anyone to understand me. and sadly to say i really do not have a BFF. it's not about wanting and needing 1 now, nor it's about finding or waiting for 1. i believe this kind of thing is like love. how to phrase it... it just comes by. i believe in this world there will be someone whom will be your bff without u telling her bout yourself. he/she just simply knows and understands you. maybe i'm wrong.. maybe it's just an excuse. but what i know is i dont feel comfortable saying out how i feel and what i think towards certain things. maybe i simply dont express myself well enough. and really it is not that i dont trust you guys for me to open up to u all. i dont know why.. really. its been like this all along. keeping almost everything to myself all these years cos being alone is not i wanted, being lonely is not i wished for...

whoo i just finished bathing! now lying on mattress cos coconut friend is here to stay at my hs! lol! today is a fruitful day man!

1st
i acc gera to her sch to tap card. she met up with zi sheng chit chat awhile then me n her headed to TOWN to have our lunch.

2nd
we had cafe cartel for lunch! whee. the pineapple is so nice:) n the bread with mushroom soup! lol wa best! we shop around ps for awhile. look for clothes look for ear piece. but i didnt manage to get mine. hee. *edit* we went daiso shopping for stuffs! hahahahaha everytime i go daiso with gera, the most enjoyable and unforgettable thing i will do is put back 90% of the things she put in the basket and all thanks to me that she wont go broke! HAHAHAHAHA

3rd
we went gera's grandpa house cos he wanna see her! at KALLANG! LOL. her mama look like ah gong! hee he very cute:) so we rested awhile while they chatttttt. then off we go to BUGIS.didnt

4th
here we are at bugis. went to find my ear piece at epic center. but its kinda too small so limited ear piece. end up i also nv get, but but but. i got my favourite takoyaki ball! whoo bacon and cheese! wa best! LOL so nice can even though i wait until my patience ran out. hahahaha and off we head to sp!

5th
went to attend a talk in SP! lol bout games and animation programming. fell asleep! LOL!!!!! sorry i was too tired, i even drool=x oops! they got dinner buffet outside so i went to kope some of the food with gera. hahahaha rong say we damn diu lian! but i dont care hahahaha the person ask us go take one what! i took lots of mushroom! hehe! the wasabi mayonaise is damn nice:) then after the talk we went back to cck!

6th
cck here i am. gera shopped at cotton on, but didnt get what she wanted. lol suppose to go for dinner at 302 and we saw bing LOL and caiyan! hahaha LOL is so cute man! hehe so we went tgt to 302. the 6 of us have fun playing the lyrics game! hahahahaha! laugh till damn loud.

7th
we went to fitness corner and slacked:) and continued playing our lyrics game. ahhaha damn fun man! oh mannnnnnnn. slack until 1130 where most of us need to leave cos i need meet coconut friend and coach:) thanks yp for sending us home!!!! hee. and thanks coach and coconut friend for the very nice cheese from cold storage! left 1 only... awwwwwwww. must wait until some night i'm feeling hungry or watching show then can enjoy it! heeee

and now last but not least... im gg to lala land soon! hehehe! tmr work:( oh mannnnszxxxxx!!!!!!! i enjoy both my off days:) tata everyone! I MISS FILLET!

whee happy belated birthday bao bei! haha didnt hv time to blog on your birthday1 so sorry. hope you enjoy yourself and love the jacket:) then next time we can wear tgt! haha dont make dirty hor!!!!!! lol

went kbox to celebrate my bao bei birthday! hee quite successful i suppose. ask jo ask jo~ hahahahahaha! had fun but i fell asleep towards the end:( too tired! sorry bb! even though i fell asleep but daddy still loves u k! haha

went to eat breakfast with rong n 美女！hahahaha then cab back home. knock out till 6 plus. its my off day and i'm here at home blogging! how sad!

i feel like eating my haagen daz but i'm too lazy to move to the fridge! LOL

yayyyyy PS MAN at 2 am plus ltr on! hehe i miss my BLUE!

retard i miss you:(((((((( hope you're free tmr! pls reply meeeeee... awwww

wo xiang nian jin jin ba ni bao zai huai li ru shui

wo xiang nian jin jin ba ni bao zai huai li ru shui