nth much to update though cos i haven gt any pictures from ytd bing's bday party! haha! we went to mac to have a mac party, it was damn fun! i think most fun is that alr! cos we somehow were 'fighting' during the game! so horrible! LOL! luckily no casualties! then we went back to bing hs surprise. but the surprise somehow kena found out by bing! cos she went back her hs to take her stuffs after gg out when me sharon n jo alr at her hs le. we ran back to her old room to hide but de stupid sharon n jo nv take their stuffs! ROFL=x but fun day though!

sian my IS presentation. end up i do everything

TODAY IS A FUCKING DAY!! chicken mcnuggets! was in total bad mood the whole day even though i nv really show it out! LOL! stage management sucks when u only have 2 members including u at first. 2nd she expected too much when we're just starting to do it for the first time. n it even sucks more when ur other team member did super duper stupid stunts on you! adding on was ytd lack of sleep. i slept only for fucking 3 hours! and having lesson from 9-5pm today! it's was a super fcking shag day for me and i still made an effort to go to training, which someone else doesnt appreciate it. he scolded me for like not helping my team mate up and lying down there. firstly there's someone okay not 1 but quite a few ard there le. and due to my knee really really hurt alot, i went outside the court and lie down cos it hurts even if i'm sitting down! chicken mcnuggets, not as if there isn't anyone to help her up! i'm in pain too come on. seriously i dont find my effort to go down after school being appreciated with piles of homework for me to do. saying that nobody can be more busy than u. ya of course u're more busy cos u're a working adult. and also u must have the responsibility to come down for trng cos it's YOUR TEAM! but to me, even though i'm in the TEAM, but still STUDIES are way fcking more important than ball-ing! even though competition is fcking near. SO IS MY COMMON TEST! come on la, i'm in YEAR 3 not YEAR 1 or 2! but u dont seem to understand this point. how many homework or project not done yet. 2 for SM, 1 for WISP, 1 for events comm, 1 for LSTY, 1 for AEP! this is not busy then is what siol! WISP is fcking 1500words long! i can choose nt to go trng today man! cb! fcking 4 hours plus of training and straining both of my knees. that's what i fcking get in return lah! well done man! i rather not be captain or what. not that i wanted to anyway

Labels: BAD MOOD

whoohoo~ sch was boring as usual. cabbed to school agn cos raining plus i lazy! LOL! so my bank acc officially left with 4bucks plus! LOL. went to watch show at drama center aft school. the visual effects is SUPERB! haha! 1st time experience! never seen anything like that before. after that went to find rong tina hui li n her orh cha cha! LOL! play pool. 2 games den went back home. got the 2 last buses! LOL! heng ahhhh.. i'm seriously damn fcking broke lah!

money pls drop from heaven..

i'm in deep trouble in starting to like u!

hmm.. shld i go? cos i somehow promised her to try that time? maybe i shld ask someone acc me.

felt kinda lost..

but who cares?

why is it everytime like this..

when i felt a little bit more something bad will just happen.. which will just make it so impossible to have more than this. whyyyyyy

I try to hide
What I feel inside and I turn around
You're with him now

song that suit me now: A little too not over you

u seemed so far awayyyy

we are so different world apart..

i think it's hard or it might even be impossible to be back to the smiles and laughter we had together. may that be part of our wonderful memories which we will be reminiscing every now and then. not forgetting that our life goes on no matter what happen. maybe we're better off like that. i do not know though.

u guys are thinking the wrong thing bout me..

just now went to do project at lionel's house! hahaha! i think it's only my 2nd time gg to guy's house siol! his house quite big for condo! we watched da vinci code before doing our project! LOL! went back hm ard 6 plus! took 105 to je cos i'm too lazy to alight at tpy! haha! bus journey: 1hr plus! slp until shiok shiok! hahaha!

i'm starting to lose control of my emotions. maybe it's the stress. i need something to push the stress out of me. it's badddddd... real bad. but somehow i feel something. i feel that i've got an answer. but it's a good one. i dont have to worry anymore. jia you shen li! u gonna do it!

i enjoy my day with u guys even though i'm freaking tired

time check.. 2.40AM! i'm gg to toh soon! but i just finish watching 游龙戏凤 by andy lau n shu qi! haha! nice show! 9/10! =x cos i liked it alot! acty got a copy from wei wei. but it's in canto! haha! so i catch no ball! well, i did try for 12mins plus! mabye i got 20% haha! like those simple one. but gave up after that. haha! it's about love and romance la. how these 3 pair of couples finally got together when they were so many worlds apart. the show is damn SWEET n touching. well that's what i felt la. i cried like nobody's business=xxx i think i will watch it agn! LOL! shu qi is damn HOT=x

anyway there's this fcking BEETLE in my room flying here n there! so irritating=x

爱是要用自己去珍取的 quoted from 游龙戏凤

just got home=)

went to see doc at batok. zhen jiu n ba guan! shiok siol! de doc nt bad. haha! supposed to eat de nice nice hokkien noodles but nv open on monday=( so i ate mee hoon kuay! whoohoo! saw kelson n her gf! hahaha! went we go west mall meet jia qi n sze yee. we watch movie! angels and demons! whoooo damn nice! not very difficult to understand! lol rating 8/10!

went to jia qi hs after that! haha! great family. new experience which i wanted so much in my childhood but i would never ever get it. shan't elaborate, ltr emo. lol! went hm after that.. fell asleep on the sofa cos too comfortable n i watching tv. nth much to update about!

i miss hanging out with u guys even though we just met on fri

okay whatever the problem is i dont care anymore. i will try to make decisions alright. cos we want u to be happy that's why u make decisions not that we dont make decisions. that's what i think lah. haha well dont feel so tired alr k.

damn sian in lesson now! cabbed to school agn. like weekly routine for monday cos i was too lazy to wake up early and climb the hill. too tiring man! hahaha! ltr gg to see sinseh at batok. hais. my knee ahh. better recover before youth cup! or else dieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. fcking sian

i'm in a fucking bad mood. kinda like mood swing. totally dont feel like going out any more.

seriously i'm not asking u to make any decisions. i'm not asking u to like bcos i'm in a bad mood and hence i want u to make an effort to ask me out. hell NO. i just simply not in the mood that's why i asked u to enjoy the movie with andy. no other meaning alright. if the message sound harsh i'm sorry cos i wasnt in the mood to do anything. i hope u dont expect to see haha or any lol in the msg cos i'm in a bad mood n it will sound damn fucking fake if i typed it.

okay whatever the fck is. sunday just sucks for me alright! events comm assignment is giving me headaches!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I WAS DRUNK LAST NIGHT! HAHAHA! OKAY MAYBE MORE OF A HIGHHHHHH~~ lol i seriously cant take beer lahhhh! GG yooooo! today hangover.. very giddy and headache yooo!

i found out some things are really really meant to keep it in heart. cos people whom u thought can be trusted cannot be trust. but luckily it was just a feeling which is at that point of time. haha!

today stackers gt frenly... sian u19 seems so cui to me lah. i'm also damn cui! still cannot run siol!! haissssss.. monday gg see doc with coach! XD

tml is gonna be a super free day!

omg i'm in a super duper gd mood recently~ hahahaha! i dont know why! even though sch work is killing me and money's burning but i'm feeling happy which is quite ridiculous! hahaha!

well i didnt went sch today. stomach not feeling well in the noon. but i went to find gera and study tgt n also completing the stupid stage management hmwk! haha! den sent her to work n meet rong for dinner at town! well, walked ard heeren and cine looking for canvas shoes for gera cos she wants to get one even though she's like damn fcking broke now! LOL! had kobayashi for dinner! XD nice nice! den went to walk ard! bought a sleeveless shirt at revoltage for like $16.50 only siol! damn cheap right! REVOLTAGE some more! cos their shirts always like 30plus -50plus type=x so i bought it and it suits the theme for ... bday! hahaha!

waited for gera to finish work at 11pm. meanwhile we slack slack talk talk crap crap play play! hahaha! den went to eat beancurd when gera finishes work n headed home. saw mr lee while walking to the bus stop at la salle there! didnt know he lived there siol! RICH! haha! n here i am blogging... so tired but kinda lazy to go bath=x

I MISS MY DAUGHTER

at first i was in a damn gd mood. but my whole day is spoiled by LH! cbk! i'll never ever respect him as a coach. okay i shant spoil my blog bcos of him!

gd news is i got my NGEE ANN JACKET! hahahaha! so happy lahhhhh~~ n it's so comfortable! wearing it makes u feel like there's wind when u're walking! ROFL! luckily i got the old one! cos the new one sucks=xxx

there's another bad news. my loveeeeee got caught throwing a cigarette bud on the floor at west mall! damn suay right! $300 siol! i wonder how is she gonna pay it when she is damn fcking broke now! i shall try to hlp her by 1 stone kill 3 birds.
1st i'm gonna save money for her
2nd i doubt she will accept so if she dont i'll have extra money
3rd i will be eating less if i'm saving money so i will be thinner!
HAHAHA! great isnt it!

okay i'm feeling damn hyper now~

whoohoo i'm in class now! i've been in a super duper gd mood recently! haha! gd gd! ytd chat on phone aft a very very long time. first time chat with my love! lol! i damn high i dunno why. chat until 4plus den i go slp! so tired todayyyyy. cabbed to sch agn cos lazy take public transport. plus super sian to climb the hill in sch. haha WISP is such a lame n boring module. i'm falling asleep!

things come to a conclusion. which is good. cos we know that we meant everything to each other. we now cherish n love each other more XD hope we will stay like that forever

whoohoo~ just came home from sbc. watch match! haha hornets won NUS. XD michael wong didnt play though=( den home utd won auto focus.. expected. we lost to kembangan. also expected. but didnt lose alot. 80plus to 40plus. haha! and we only used 7players! so overall they played quite well today! haha! cos 5 of them were late.. went to eat mac after that. share with my cute girl! XD cabbed home. cos ann's very tired. this made me wanna buy a car more!!! i've been so crazy bout wanting to buy a car recently till i go some car websites to check out the pricing of some cars! crazyyyyy le lahh! hahaha! so coach! we must study and work hard k!!!!! hope few years down de road we will really have the money to share 1 car! LOL anyway coach told me something damn funny. she said someone seems to be jealous bout me and honey star! ROFL when we 2 did nth. lol

ytd mahjong at hui qi house after game at ccab. lost $15 all tgt. played 2 rounds! hahahaha! sian leh. broke siol. still took cab home! haisss.. ltr gg treat mama pizza hut! even more broke liao lor! hahaha! ltr got match with aljunied! another tio tok match agn! siannnnnn! i'm wondering whether honey star is gg anot! so got ppl acc me! lol

i'm still lost bout what i wanna do when i graduate.. i wanna concentrate more on the technical theater side bahhh..

which one shld i get?!?!?! lol! but not sure whether the second one is still in stock at the novena outlet anot. haha

just got home not long ago! went to buy bday presents! haha! so conclusion is i'm gg broke soon even though i just got my pay like 2 days ago! LOL! was too tired to wake up early to take public transport to sch! hence i took cab! HAHA! anyway i saw this red adidas jacket at taka's STADIUM! de one beside puma! haha! omg i so wanna get it man! i gg to save up alr n buy it!

this is another very vulgar post

my DAD is FUCKING CB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
as if i wanted to go home late today!
i dont even wanted to go for the match today lah!!!!!!!!!!!
and ever since monday i told myself that i would be home early for my MOTHER!
but what to do when just nice i go back early on tues and there's this match on wed that's fucking why i cant be back home early!
so i get another scolding from dad today! i'm damn pissed off with him! cos he put words into my mouth saying : 我不关妈妈的死活! CB i heard this i SHIO ahhhh! KNN! pls i care bout my mother the MOST even though i dont show it out! N I TOLD MYSELF I'M GONNA GIVE HER A FUCKING GD MOTHER DAY FOR HER! N PROVE TO MY DAD THAT HE GARANTEE PLUS CHOP WITH SIGNATURE THAT HE WONT EXPECT OR GET ANYTHING FROM ME ON FATHER'S DAY! he like that say me i scream back at him n he almost punch me la! cb one! then now he fucking ask me not to call him dad! FINE! more than better! nth is greater than this!
I SO GONNA LOVE MY MOTHER EVEN MORE!

well i'm okay now! sorry if i worried u guys ytd. i'm loving u guys even more! really hope to squeeze out some time out of my busy june hols schedule to go ............. with u guys! hahahaha! n it's definitely better with the fou! ^^

i need CCA points! 25 more to go though! siannnnn

I DONT UNDERSTAND
THEY DONT UNDERSTAND
WE DONT COMMUNICATE
I DONT TAKE THE INITIATIVE
COS I DONT KNOW HOW
I DONT KNOW WHAT TYPE OF RELATIONSHIP IS THIS
WHEN WE LOOK GOOD AT THE SURFACE
BUT IT DOESNT DEEP INSIDE.

WHAT'S THE PROBLEM?! ALL OF US! COS WE FUCKING DONT COMMUNICATE.

INDEPENDENT?
U GOT IT RIGHT. I'M TOTALLY NOT IF U SAY SO.
CHANCES?
AM I GIVEN 1 TO TRY AND BE? OR DO I GIVE MYSELF THE CHANCE TO BE?

WHO TRULY UNDERSTANDS? I DOUBT NO ONE. COS I DONT EVEN UNDERSTAND.

WHO AM I?
WHAT I AM?
WHY AM I HERE?

WHO CAN ANSWER ME THESE 3 QUESTIONS WHEN I DONT EVEN KNOW MYSELF!

BUT TO U ALL

WHO AM I?
WHAT I AM?
WHY AM I HERE?

i'm fucking not gonna go out! so dont fucking ask me out. it's gonna be hard! but i shall try! if that's what they really want from me! CB

no photos to update=x

well i slept my whole labour day away! reach hm ard 10plus n slp all the way till 5plus! den i had my wonderful dinner and went back to slp agn ard 8plus! dad woke me up at 11plus to off my com n went back to slp until this morning 12plus! LOL! li hai bah! cos thurs night went to play mahjong at ber's house! overnight yo! hahaha! won bout 18bucks! lol! ber still de big winner la dey! she won 30 bucks! kns! haha! we played 3rounds of mahjong! zai right!

i die liao, i haven go see tui na! ltr gaolao angry i jiu si le! was too tired to go ytd=x! ltr having trng n match! i think i go down watch n see see jiu hao bah! lol