Sunday, May 30, 2010
cp3 ; 1:18 AM
hello blog! i know u miss me cos its been days since i last update u! so sorry! hehe! been busy celebrating bing's bday and having fun with my poly classmates since graduation like bbq for today at issac's place and kite flying at barrage on thurs! hahaha! been to PLAY on thurs night. definitely not a good experience at all, i'll never go play again. luckily irene ang was there like to apologize for the long queue all these and hence i wasnt that angry afterall. LOL!
disappointment is there but, i still love you for who you are:))))))))))
Thursday, May 27, 2010
cp3 ; 4:00 AM
graduation tmr:) 8am report! LOL! excited! thanks retard for helping me to get the extra tickets! rest more alright! you look damn tired.
shld i go clubbing?
Tuesday, May 25, 2010
cp3 ; 2:13 AM
i dont know what to say anymore... had been strange recently. everytime i reach home, i wont feel like talking to anybody. will start to feel emotional. nth seems to please me. when i'm out, i'll feel better. but not much:( where's that someone who really unstds me?! i really need u now!
work:) hope chris promise what he says bout our pay. hahaha! hias i'm worried bout the 9 communication pay!!!!!! its been a mth man! arghhhhh. 320bucks leh. scared tio con!
Saturday, May 22, 2010
cp3 ; 11:24 PM
working.......... today n tml. even though i just slept for 2 hrs plus last night, but i'm surprisingly not tired at all during work today! LOL! tmr shiong. need to take down par cans. hope NCC dont call as much as last few wks. omgggggggggggggg.
soooo fast. thurs officially GRADUATION alr:( im gonna miss my 3 wonderful years in NP AVT! hosehhhhhh
Friday, May 21, 2010
cp3 ; 3:11 PM
whoo damn pek cek with the software! >.<
whhoooo! pub photos are up! heh heh heh! want see some drunkards? go fb! LOL but too bad. lee yet bing is too nice too take drunk photos! HAHAHAHA i think i shld get my pay alr! lol ltr i go checkkkkk
cp3 ; 12:50 AM
whoo tired day. today went home eat good food! hahahaha all my favourite dishes! :) then went to ball aft that. hou zi ting fang and yan ping met us aft that. hou zi look so sad and tired! hope tml is a better day for her:) anyway she's my fillet o fish and i'm the tar tar sauce! HAHAHA! yuna is curry sauce n got nuggets! LOL! the way tian yi bluff yp bout the audio clip is damn funny! really ROFLMAO! yp send us home! thanks thanks:) n here i am online! tml is another busy day! :) good night people!!
Thursday, May 20, 2010
cp3 ; 1:16 AM
did i really took the good u guys treat me for granted?
sometimes i ask myself, why can't people be in their own world unless they are mental? isn't it good to live in your own world where everyone and everything existed in how you created them. i can create my own perfect world, with my own perfect people and perfect ideas. then i'll be happy everyday. isn't it great, fabulous, marvelous?
its coming! i felt myself thinking to build walls again. luckily i'm not an architect real life. if not i will be building walls everywhere. i just feel like isolating myself. i miss my old self. i miss the me i am at home. 我想念那孤僻的自己, 真正的自己
cp3 ; 12:56 AM
mood swingggggggg...
but its a happy day today bcos of how i spend my morning:) i'm a bit lazy to go for regent gathering on friday alreadyyyyy.. dont know why! siannnnn
Wednesday, May 19, 2010
cp3 ; 1:47 AM
i miss u more and more. :( why is it that regent gathering has to be on FUCKING FRIDAY!? she's free to meet me lehhhhhhh kns
Monday, May 17, 2010
cp3 ; 7:14 PM
i miss your smile
i miss your hugs
i miss your laughter
i miss your kisses
i miss holding on to your hands
i miss the lame jokes you always share
i miss the happy good times when we go out together
i miss walking you back home
i miss taking photos together
i miss taking long bus rides with you
i miss webcam-ing with you
i miss seeing your retarded expressions
i miss playing basketball together
i miss the you who will always be there for me when i needed you most..
i miss i miss i miss i miss i miss i miss i miss i miss i miss i miss i miss i miss
i miss everything about you...
Sunday, May 16, 2010
cp3 ; 5:03 PM
whoo i just woke up not long ago! heh heh! too tired man! n the weather is fucking hot! but i'm still tired i dont know why=x gg for course this monday and tues! :) hope can get thru! my parker lost her first game! but nvm they got themselves a good fight. hope the game tonight they would win in seattle! i'm hungry now. but nobody's free for dinner:( haissssssssss
cp3 ; 2:54 AM
我又再一次成长了. 因为某些事让我发现生命是多么的渺小与脆弱, 需要我们去珍惜它.
time flies.. its alr may! omgggggg.. this wk past damn fast! last wk of may is damn hetic. need collect grad clothes, grad ceremony, bing bday celebration and last but not least, grad reunion party! LOL! all within 4 days! KNS! lol! but next wk more relax la. haha need to chiong more work to earn more money siol! if nt broke until.... shouldn't spent more than what i've earned! i shall start to pay for my own phone bills and broadband alr. but adds up to bout 80bucks per mth. hahaha! not so bad la. some ppl phone bill alr 100plus! lucky i dont call ppl often=x
Friday, May 14, 2010
cp3 ; 3:36 PM
Thursday, May 13, 2010
cp3 ; 4:53 PM
im still unsure bout me gg pub tonight. i hvn told my dad! i think he'll kill me:(
cp3 ; 4:03 AM
最近的情绪似乎不是很稳定, 至于明天的活动我不是很确定. 如果我的情绪会影响大家的心情我看我应该不去好了. 正在考虑当中. 对不起宝贝
有时侯我需要的不是你来哄我, 我只是需要一个温暖的拥抱而已
sometimes i just don't feel important that's all. i don't feel i'm into this ****. i'm not sure. maybe something is really wrong with me.
even the most cheerful person who always showered people around her with love and care needs to be shown some love to, because she too, is just another human being like you and everybody else.
Tuesday, May 11, 2010
cp3 ; 10:03 AM
lili is sick. down with flu n sore throat. hais. nt enough slp = low inmune system! insonmia last night! ARGHHHHH.. what's wrong with me seriously
cp3 ; 1:21 AM
已经很久没有被疼的感觉
也太久没有被爱的滋味了
或许最近心情不太开心
不想回到家里
对于朋友也非同寻常地想念
对于他更是...
我总是笑笑地在朋友身边面对我的人生
但还是默默地悲伤
毫无目的地的我
似乎象只无头苍蝇
四处奔波地寻找与试探我真正想去要做的事
最近我好像更需要被疼爱的感觉:(((((((
Saturday, May 8, 2010
cp3 ; 12:26 AM
wow.. work chiong all the way until next wed! hais. i next sat working! sorry guys:(((( all nv reply me all dont want me le:((( so sad! working is tired. esp work very early. lol. consecutive work for 9 days! $.$ heh heh! hope i can save up some money. eat at sunspot more often! hee free food siol! i miss coach:( i damn damn damn long nv meet her:((((( n very long dont hv coconut family outing alr! :((((( so sad
Wednesday, May 5, 2010
cp3 ; 2:08 AM
whooooo.. life's been either soso or argh sucks. but 1 think i can confirm is the weather like fucked up only! hahaha how i wish my air con is fixed! :( so hot hot hot! my working days has been extended from 4 to 6 days and another day on the 15th! whoo! at least there's work which means $.$ heh heh! had been limiting the money i'm spending recently. but i dont know why whenever i go out with my clique of frens like gera rong tina and friends i will spend alot! LOL! why ah?! =xxxxx ok i seriously need a organizer. the one i drew is fucking shit. hahahahahaha and i need to rmb the hours i work in suntec! i keep forgetting bout it! off to bed ppl! gd night!
Sunday, May 2, 2010
cp3 ; 3:59 AM
i cant help it but to realize that actually i am nothing to you. how much it hurts. you'll never know. the things i said doesnt matter to you in anyways. it doesnt affects u. i'm just another FRIEND of yours. im fustrated at myself. cos i'm just NOBODY. like you're nobody to me.
是时候该放弃了吗? 我快要彻底地崩溃了. 你从来就不属于我, 不管再尽多大的能力, 我还是不能拥有不属于自己的幸福