why must every phone call with u ends like this. should i really stop talking to u so that i will feel better. then i will be the selfish one. but i love u more than i could stop myself from talking to you.

i really feel like gg back to the old self who keep blocking people from entering my world. i shouldnt open up to anyone cos by opening up, im more prone to getting hurt. say bye bye to me. im changing back

其实我常常都在伪装自己

I MISS LEE YET BING MORE AND MORE EVERYDAY, EVERY MIN, EVERY SECOND

no true friends in this world.

Ok I shall blog since I'm kinda bored at work. Oh man counting my salary, I think I'm damn broke this mth. Coach birthday, mummy birthday, Bryan birthday, serene birthday and valentines dayyyyyyy. Omgg. Hate it man. Hahahaha what to do mannnn. And yayyyy, I'm gg to aust this coming may for bout 6 days I guess. Lol

对于离别那瞬间的伤感, 我从小到大都在感受 . 也许我不喜欢人家离开我吧.

too possessive.. or maybe i'm just afraid that i wont see that person again.

最近那么疯狂的我是真正的我吗? 是不是发自内心的快乐, 还是在掩盖我的脆弱忧伤? 真的好想念那个了解我的人. 其实有时侯是我自己把我的内心世界封闭起来, 不让人接近它. 不知道在害怕什么, 还是不想让别人看到我的软弱. 可能是我在害怕, 害怕面对不想面对的自己. 那个坚强又乐观的我有可能只是外壳罢了. 好想一个人崩溃, 多么的萧洒, 但是我做不到. 因为每当想到其实我是个很幸福的人时, 我就觉得我没有资格流泪.

就让我独自地开始寻找, 寻找那可以接受自己的自己