I AM OFFICIALLY BROKE! LOL

my this wk money all gone liao. left 10bucks~ hahaha! went out with rong n met jeanette for lunch and dinner. lol! ate too much so too full for dinner. maybe meeting yuna later for supper but i wont eat. need to cut down on food le! LOL! transport costs are killing me man. hais. should stay at home more often so i'll have more money. chalet!!! whoo cant wait man!

sometimes it's not bout being sad nor disappointed. why not self reflect bout yourself and things that happened which resulted in u being sad or disappointed. cos being emotional itself is not gonna solve anything. do something bout it.

i'm being emotional lately. can anyone tell me why?

whoo. i'm tanned again! now i gt 4 different tone of colour on my back! kns. lol! but nvm as long as i'm tanned! hahahahaha! shant blog bout 3on3 ytd. i only gt sentence. if u are tired and dont feel like playing, give others a chance but not by playing unwillingly when u say that u wanted to win so much before the game! aft 3on3 went back home and came out to meet my poly friends to decorate steph's car! hahahaha i think its damn funny when she doesnt recognize shah shah aft she saw her and shah shah denied knowing her. LOL! then she was like talking to herself when she saw her car! hahahaha damn funny! then we headed to sembawang park and have our potluck session! whoo!!!! lots of nice food prepared by others! and lots of cam-whoring by all of us! damn funny! hahaha! then all the funny and retarded photos! lol! really had fun last night! :) avt outing again pls... hehe. for pictures, pls go to facebook when wei wei andrew syaz and bob upload the pictures! lalala happy day!

hmm i dont think she misses me or needed me as a friend anymore.. hmm ya. but i still doing good without her even though i misses her a lot

had a great out for dinner with gera and rong. talked and slacked and off to gera's hs. hahaha! help her mum massage. then gera head to vince's hs! went to sch in the aftn! finally had KAKI FUYONG aft so many months! went to take some photos from thailand trip! whoohoo! had so much fun in the studio. got the post card from bing! haha thanks yooooo. love it man! :)

i'm not being myself lately...

hmm skip that topic! had lots of fun watching movies with andrew recently bcos of the full loads of crap he has. lol! How to Train a Dragon is DAMN NICE:)) nicest show lately! i'm gonna watch 2 more shows which will be WHIP IT and WHEN IN ROME! who wanna watch with me?!?!?! hehehehe. i cant wait for COCONUT FAMILY OUTING! my coconut friend must jia you study k! recently study until so late must be damn tired! must take care! lol! stupid jia hui dont always so stupid k! HAHAHAHAHA! if not i make u FLY~~~ next time treat you eat MCSPICY:) coachhhhhhhh you change liao! but i just joking one! hahaha! love u and miss u very very very much k! you're the best! XD

i'm happy today cos i saw EYE CANDYYYYYYYYYYY:) omg. the moment i saw her is like i'm in my own world. with only me and her. carrying her sunshine smile. like an angel. flowers and sweet scent everywhere! AWWWWWWWW.. LOL

yay i'm happy that i'm gonna meet rong rong and GERA THE PRETTY on fri if gera no need go office! LOL! she better dont go office if not i think i'll die missing her to death! so long nv see her alr. ok la not very long. LOL but still miss her mah! hee

next tues is a happy day! cos i'm gonna go out with my RETARD! damn long nv see her! last saw her was like 2nd mar. and today is alr 25th ALREADY! 22 days! 3 wks!!! omg! miss herrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

life without seeing you is like living with no motivation. yea i go out feeling happy. but deep inside i'm missing you. hoping to bump into you one day on the streets. thanks for always never fail to make me feel better and feels like you are by my side. thanks for always supporting me and make me smile when i'm really down and needed you. thank you MSYS! thanks for being there as a friend. couldn't imagine life without you.

i think i sucks
i need a change
people just don't understand me
i'm not alright
i need a breakthrough
don't talk to me about my future, not now
hope tomorrow will be a better day

sorry coach, ann and coconut friend for my attitude just now

thanks caroline for understanding how i felt

thanks RETARD for giving me what i needed most:)

coconut friend is having workshop till late night! so jia lat lor. lucky last time we dont have siol! if not i jia lat=x lol my coach is a pig! she now still sleeping man!!!! :( she dont want me le la! keep slping! sleep lik more impt than me! LOL she change liao! n that jia hui is so bad. always pei he me only! haha so end up i'm alone! hmphs! someone pls pity me!

well acty i'm too bored now la=x ltr meeting yuna n ann! :) i'm eating shao bao now! like a nice only!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahaha! my retard is always not free to meet me:(( i miss my an yi xuan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i miss my rong rong and only love~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
but this wk i so busy:( cant meet them! hais!

knnccb! what ur clothes all water our fault ah. nv use brain is it! from level 12 pour down of course our wall wet la. who will so childish go and pour water on your clothes ah! cb! u so clever u be police la. say our wall wet then is we pour one. anyhow malign people only! stay here how many years alr nv use brain huh! since when we pour things down! fuck u cb! u better watch out i tell u! u come up again hor i not so nice liao hor! cb spoil my mood only! want u call police la. i not scared of u hor! knn. nv do anything wrong just scold only. u come up again say is us hor, I REALLY FUCKING GONNA POUR SHIT AND URINE ON YOUR KNNBCCB CLOTHES AH! stupid pea brain one siol! damn idiot! if want pour i everyday for 12 years i pour liao ah! knn!

ytd went out with coconut family aft fuchun c girls friendly. lol! we went for movie. okay the fucked up movie wasted my time, my money, make me bad mood. damn pek cek with it. met up with coach, yan ping, ann, hou zi and ting fang! went to eat prata and cockles at timah! whoo i first time eat cockles wor. like so nice:) sweet sweet one. lol! then went for star gazing but like fail only. nvm still gt next time de. then yp send me back! thanks yan ping:)))))))) had a great day even though i nv slp!

the movie was like so knnbccb! LOL! i really was cursing and swearing inside myself when i watching that fcked up movie can. totally BORING. fell asleep. =.- everytime i wake up its always BED SCENE... totally dont get what the movie is trying to tell us. so stupid right. dont every watch REMEMBER ME k! sucks to the hell la! if u want to slp in theatre, go watch. LOL! rating 0/10! hahahahahaha.

i dont get it. why nice people always get bullied and not being treated well. aren't they worth it!!!!! why 好人 wont get 好报? shouldn't they get treated even more nicely than how they treated others! well. whatever it is. hope she find her happiness soon:)

i'm feeling lonely now. maybe i am just being emotional. something's not right with me:(

whee hee.. im in malaca now:)))) so happy. have been eating good food which means lose weight program aft i come back! LOL. i miss so many ppl but obviously none of them are online now like so sad only right.. my only love is in camp now, coming back tml.. bing dunno why nv online@.@ rong always appear offline one. coach must be happily texting her ... so too busy online. my retard think she watching tv or what. hope she get well soon. haha. actually i had fever last night but i ate panadol so its alright alr. lol my parents dont know bout it if not sure kan chiong here and there one=.- i made a new friend today:) lian! hahahaha. my cousin godsis. she so cute la! lol also i cut my hair until damn short. thanks to the auntie. haha really shocked when she cut finish one side of my hair. but too late~~~ lol i dyed my hair too:))))) so happy! finally no more black hair! hahahaha so ppl stop complaining bout my black hair anymore k! hee

whoo! im back from thai! sawadika! lol! kupunka! hahaha i love thailand! i love trannys! hahaha so pretty so cute:) i love cheap stuffs! i love bangkok cos gt a lot of blacks! i love travelling in tuktuk! hahahaha I MISS THAILAND
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I MISS LEE YET BING:(

no more xia yi zhan xing fu every wk le:(
hmm the ending like a fast only lor. maybe my an yi xuan too busy then they rush for it. hais quite disappointed with the ending but still its nicer than hai pai's. i hope they refilm the ending agn. then will be as nice or nicer then ming zhong zhu ding alr! LOL i will miss you 安以轩