hmm today is a super boring day. went to see my knee in the aftn with bing n her mum at amk.. thanks! at least my right knee feels better even though still will hurt a lil! haha! aft that went for drum.. den go hm le. sad! coach n retard nv reply my msgggggg=( think they busy bah. supposed to go out with coach de but she nv reply me so i went hm. slackkkkkk.. nth to do lor! WTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

fri..
sch until 3 plus. mr loh asked for lesson to tell us what to study for common test. haha! n ho wei wei or shah shah took a photo of him with some funny pose! DAMN CUTE! so in loveeeee with him! LOL! we bought a slice of cake for my dear shah shah cos it's her 18th bday! hope she like her mp3 we got for her=)) aft that went to gera hs find tina n gera.. very tired so slept awhile before gg to lot1 to hv our dinner! then we went to warren play arcade! cheaper! hahaha! aft that i went hm while they went to slack some more!

sat..
hmm i woke up 6AM in the mrng! know why? cos we're gg to botanic gardens to have our photography lesson! damn tiring! took quite a lot of photos there. take it as a class outing to botanic gardens! LOL! aft that we went to the st andrew's cathedral at city hall.. whoo nice place! the hall was SOOOO HOLY~ the moment i step in i feel so peaceful n everything. so nice to be in there. it's been a long time since i step into a church hall. the last time was in k2 cos i study in a church. hehe~ so many memories. lunch was treated by mr lau at magic wok using NP's money! hahaha! rushed hm n meet coach to go for match tgt. vs vanguards. they're damn strong lah! haha! forgot lost hw many points alr.. hmm i had another bad game agn bah. sian. kinda tired of it alr! but i scored 2pts. =.- so little. but better than nth. aft match didnt go eat n play ball with them! =( sorry coach!!!! rushed to town to meet wife n xiu xiu! so long didnt meet them alr. found out that i really really really drifted far apart from them. so were the 2 of them! hahaha! but nvm, we 3 shall meet up more often. they updated me a lot of things on dfc lah. damn shocked bout xiu xiu's one! LOL! a lot of things i dunno. some i choose not to know n not interested to know. haha! went to eat pastamania! aisehhhh.. so long didnt eat alr! my fav carbonara with lots and lots of cheese! yummy yummy! n that xiu xiu anorexic plus bulimia didnt manage to finish even half of the food. so i hlp her finish her soup and pasta! LOL! i eat alot man! went to watch wild girl aft that! NICE SHOW! NOT BAD! the lead quite pretty! weets weets~ i rate it bout 7/10 bah! haha! worth watching it ppl! aft that took 190 to cck interchange! wow i was sooooo tired that i really FELL ASLEEP in the bus! hahaha!

i miss you..

wheee.. today end sch early.. 4 plus jiu finish le. so i'm waiting for tina. n i sat at the bus stop to wait for a. most imptly i looked like a RETARD.. haha! but i saw quite a few ppl=)) luckily retard called me n ask me to go shoot ball. hmm, shoot ball end up become play ball! =.- we play ourselves, me n wei jun vs retard n jason, me sheryl dum dum retard vs gabriel! LOL! omg i really think gabriel is very li hai! haha! he's quite gd looking too! LOL but that one not main point! haha! so we waited for tina to come. she came join us play ball awhile.. i sweat like SHIT! haha! den me tina n retard went off. retard went hm while me n tina went to watch Madagascar 2 with bing bing at lot 1! it's damn funny lahhhhh! i like to move it move it!!! XDDDDD! aft that homeddd...

hmm i think it's so difficult for me to ____ you.. i dont know why. but i'm controlling my feelings now. n maybe, we wont be such gd frens aft some time, maybe even shorter than i predicted.

today went gym with retard. both of us overslept. aft gym went to canteen 3. retard ate her fav yee mee. lol! i found out we have alot of things that are alike. dont know how to say here.. haha! went for class.. next wk lab test. haisssssss

too many things are happening at 1 go.. we tried our best to persuade him yet now it's gg to return to the starting point agn. we tot we've made the situation better. but i guess there's no turning point now. people are leaving 1 by 1... the stackers we have now is not the old stackers we used to belong anymore. people just come and go... it's just so disappointing.

sometimes, i dont know why i go down for matches. just to do warm up n sit for the rest of the match watching how we lose? the mentality, the stamina, the team work is not there. or i can say it's gone! it's not what we used to have or play anymore. it's just so different! sitting the whole game seems like part and parcel of my life now..

some things are kept inside me which are so difficult to say it out.. i felt to tired keeping it. maybe it just shouldn't be there in the first place. i'm tired! mentally and physically!

there are just stuffs that i wish to keep it to myself..
=(((

today kinda boring.. photography play ard with flash.. went to fms there to have some photo shoot! =) very hot! plus i'm wearing long sleeve cos i lazy to bring any jacket! haha! sat we're gg to botanic garden agn! =.- BORING! haha! then is the avmp aft our break! damn bo liao. cos we all jus copied the wavegraph from those ppl who had done it n submit them. so the breadboard i did last night is kinda wasted?!?!! LOL! i do until 3 plus 4am lehhhh! make me damn tired today. i fell asleep when mr ng is talking bout the new project! soldering agn! i 4got bout what. but i think it's related to TV! LOL. went hm n saw cherie at yt stn! acc her to wait for her fren xiao hei b4 gg hm. aft dinner jiu go for art lesson. gt some improvement i guess. mr lee says my leaves look better now~ so happy! LOL! went back hm n here i am. it's like my weekly routine for every tues lah! =.- so bo liao. like no life!


this is my avmp! LOL i took like ard 3hrs plus or 4hrs to finish this! so proud of myself! haha

hmm.. kinda emo recently.. i dont know what i wanted. i dont know what i needed. i dont know WHO AM I!!!!!!! i'm somehow lost.. cos it's like gg to be yr3 soon! n aft that i might be working! i cant enjoy life like it is now! it's damn stressful! i still dont know why am i in this course! is that a mistake or maybe not! most prob not i guess... i have not been my usual self recently. i dont know what's wrong! i just feel so lost and i really dont know what am i doing or thinking now. am i doing the right thing?! arghhhhh.. the earth seems to be revolving too fast for me!!!!!! >.<

retard n her muffins


cookie monster and elmo muffins

hmm bought those muffins at clarke quay for retard cos she sounded sad. haha! me n sheryl went there to collect amelia's cake~ cos we're celebrating cutie's bday today! b4 that went to town to buy her bday present. kinda last min cos we all dint hv time to shop! we bought famous amos cookies to share with everyone too.. went back to sch n write the big big card for her. haha! is super big! i think it's A3 size~ =) played bball awhile n we went to get her cake from the snack bar. aft that is BALLOON WAR! hahaha! me n eh dum were smashing cutie serene and sheryl~ LOL! but i'm wet alr b4 we started the war cos i accidently spill the water on myself while filling up the balloon! kinda stupid so i make eh dum wet too! LOL! went to cheer and home aft that! =)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CUTIE AMELIA

here are some of the picts..

retard showing off her another pic of 'retardedness'


me sheryl and cutie


me n cutie


retard, roxanne, me, cutie, eh dum, sheryl n helmet peizhen


CUTIE N HER CAKE! =)

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY GERALDINE YAP SI MIN!!!!
hope u enjoy ur bday n the present! =))

today drum. we played a song. damn difficult de! but fun! know why? cos i dunno hw to play. so just anyhow hit lor! that's why quite fun! hahaha! rushed down to yishun town sec cos gt match. we lost agn. acty can win. they not very strong except the 2 japanese. 14 n 34! weets~ 2 of my fav numbers! haha! aft match dint eat with them. sorry coach! took cab hm with stella cos i was rushing for time. den cabbed to town to celebrate gera's bday! haha! went to eat fish n co! first time eating! =) nice nice! share seafood platter with tina! haha! went back to cck.. eat dou hua! nice nice! hao xin fu de gan jue! LOL! den we surprise gera with her present! outside de toilet! HAHA damn funny. cos it's outside the toilet. den i went hm. cos i dun want to take cab anymore! waste money!

i didnt play well again today. i'm really a liability to the team. i feel so bad. feel like stopping bball alr! hais~ i just cant do what i told myself to do man! how how how?!! what to do! it's always the mentality! i miss the way i used to play bball! it's so much better! hais.. what can i do!!!!

coach! cheer up!!! it's been hard for u recently! but i believe u can do it!!!! regain the confidence u had in the past!!!!! cos i believe u can play better than this! =)

hmm.. retard cheer up. even though u say u happy but i read ur lj like so emo! next time tell me k! i gt tell u mine so u also must tell me urs! i will always be there for u! =) jia you retard!!!!! XD

bad day today~ argh. i woke up early to watch u18s match. like 6plusAM when my match is 1pm?! hahaha! walked to american sch. but i walk back to fetch yahui cos she was late den she dunno hw to go.. watched their game. hmm, gaolao is very very angry with them at first. but nv punish them lah. heng ahhh. just scold only. went kfc to eat aft that! thanks gaolao for the treat.. went back for our photoshoot for jumpshot magazine and the game.. well we lost 28pts i think. 65-37. i played for 1quarter. argh. i played badly lahhh hais. i really dont know what gaolao want. but i did score 1 ball. at least i score 1 bah. went to causeway eat with coach, hui qi, CUTE GIRL(huiling, lol), ann and ah wei si. ate you mian. damn full lah.. i eat until i gg to burst lor. the noodle like nv finish one leh. i eat damn long n force to eat finish the whole thing cos i dun wanna waste food. went to ___ hs aft that. do abit of ____'s present! hmm.. sorry i didnt do much. i fell asleep!!! too tiredddddd! sorry! went hm. damn stickyyyyy. the weather i super humid. n n n i think i'm falling sick soon! ppl ard me are sick. it's so hard not to get sick now! having slight cough n flu!

that fcking stupid nesh didnt come down for match today. that sucker. wasted my msges cos she didnt even wanna join us. say la if u wanna join vanguard in the first place. n AS IF u will get to play much if u're there cos it's cindy's team. it's like damn strong lah! =.-!!!! nvm dont pollute my blog bout u!

hmm, i'm somehow emo today.. mainly is bcos i dint play well bah. i just cant do what i told myself to do! argh.. it sucks when gaolao nan de put me in n i just dont cherish the chance n played badly! hais. i feel like i'm a liability to the team. i feel like i didnt contribute any to the team. that feeling sucks. we lost so much.. is it bcos we're to reliable on jayne?! but she's gone now. i hope we can rely each other as a team but not 1 person. her depart did affect us alot, but it's like a come n go thing. we must learn to adapt the play w/o her. jia you ppl! jia you stackers. i believe u all can do it!!!!!!!


me and retard.. we too bored during our break on fri so we took picts agn! haha!

whoo~ reached hm ard 1230.. haha! had bball trng today. but didnt train much! mostly is play 5on5 only. haha! ANN GET WELL SOON! SEE DOC FOR UR ANKLE! she injured her ankle while playing 4on4!! aiyo so careless of her! den she cry lah. n laoheng still keep disturb her so she end up laughing while crying! haha! i ended at 1pm today! went to eat, retard acc me! thanks!!!!! we slacked at our space! it's like kinda weekly routine! LOL n we took some retard picts too! damn funny! send her to fms building n saw bobbie. went to find cherie didi n eh dum at cherie's classroom. haha! nv been to her block b4! not bad. but cannot compare to our AVT room! whoo AVT rocks! i watch show with cherie.. haha! cos i like nth to talk to bobbie=x aft trng went to eat with retard and sheryl! horsie! lol! damn full! head over to KAP n do ____'s pressie! haha! eh dum went to meet us too! left ard 1130. took cab hm at batok!!!! =) i've had a GREAT DAYYYYYY!!!!!

retard: jia you in ur studies man! i believe u can do it! but u'll have to believe in yourself too!!!!! n stop crying cause it aint gonna change anything with ur tears! dont stress too much k!? gd luck in everything u do!

ann: aiyoyo, faster get well lah! go see doc! if really pain den stay at hm rest.. dont force urself to come down for matches!!!!! GET WELL SOON!

woke up earlier today to hv lunch at canteen 1 with retard n eh dum. hahaha! damn funny man. cos i was super random to talk bout ron earlier while sitting down waiting for eh dum. when she came we went to queue for food at jap stall. we're talking n crapping n suddenly i turn behind n i saw RON!!! LOL! damn coincidental lah omg!!!!!! hee but still dint hv the courage to say hi to him! hahaha! but end up we saw gabriel n said hi to him instead. lol. the funny us. we damn funny when queuing up esp retard. we were talking bout her n yet she dont know bout it man! she was like huh, 什么! lol! n she teh like constipation like that! damn funny! if u want to hear makes frens with her! live show! haha! went for lesson.. damn bored. wasnt really listening cos i brought along my lappy today cos it's needed during lab! aft lesson went to town with eh dum to get someone's pressie! i think we damn funny cos we saw a board having words called: "serene's house" LOL! n somehow we make fun of her.. haha! then she dont know what we saying! =x we keep disturbing her along the way like ask her what to buy all these. n we even asked her what to eat cos both me n eh dum cant decide! LOL! we ate crystal jade! =) aft dinner went to clarke quay to shop for pressie agn n buy cake! there nth to buy one lor even though the design of the shopping centre is quite nice!!!! LOL. we walked until very chuiiiii.. cos both of our bags are very very heavy~ n so we decided to take a rest at the bridge. omg lahhh, at first i keep cant get up the wall!!! *.* but i keep trying until i finally got up! haha! TOO FAT! n somehow my wrist hurts. haha use too much strength! anyway i saw a black too! handsome n muscular! whoo~ thanks eh dum for treating me ice cream! =) took 190 hm while eh dum took train.. fell asleep in the bus! hahaha! the guy beside me fell asleep too! n he almost slept on my shoulders lah! LOL!

jia you doing work retard=)

hmm something missing~ feel sad but not sad. guai guai one. but nvm lah! had game jus nw. played less than 5min. hais.. expected lah. the bench my butt there warmest alr. what to do leh.. hmm lost to qian xi xiao dui. next match on mon with kai xuan. tml gg to sch early to hv lunch with retard n dum dum. canteen 1 here i come!!!

jia you avis, jia you coach, jia you hot li, jia you legend n jia you stackers for the upcoming matches!!!! =))))))

my thoughts and feelings, who will understand..

i'm sick and tired of being the strong one or putting up a strong front for my friends. i'm gg to burst.. i'm feeling emotional.. feeling depressed. it sucks totally. i'm too tired too depressed too hurt to console anybody. i need someone to an wei me... i need a breakdown soon so that i will stay strong again.

I FEELING EMOTIONAL... :'(

i came back from art class early today.. cos my painting stinks. i just applied some base colour n oil onto the background n whole room stinks like HELL! so sorry to the kids in that room. hahaha! i'm damn tired.. not enough slp last night!!!!!! tml gg gym. hehe~ jian fei!!!!! aft sch gt zhenghua cup! siannnnn.. even though my knee okay le, but i dont think i'm playing anyway. warm bench! i'm benchwarmers! hahaha! n i enjoy cheering for my GREAT TEAM MATES! =)) gd luck everybody! n jia you! i will shout loud loud support u all de! hahahaha! sat hving american sch match.. u18 8am i think.. abv18 should be at 1pm! =) looking forward.. cos i might saw a few handsome dudes n most imptly BLACKS! hahahaha!

whoo i'm in class now doing digital photography! n soooo it's kinda boring cos i hate doing those exposure and aperture etc stuffs. today we learning to edit our original photos using lightroom. haha i anyhow edit. but somehow it looks alot better. maybe those picts i took ytd is damn HORRIBLE~ hmm i think i'm dead ltr. i didnt finish my audio visual mini proj cos gab was holding to it. but luckily i rmb to bring my bread board and multimeter today. n seriously i'm freaking cold and hungry now! hope that mr lau will release us earlier for early lunch. lol! whee gg gym tml... but having match at night. aft that acc my kuku retard do her hwk. anyone wanna save me from my lesson nw!??!!?

whoo.. i jus gt hm not long ago. n realised that i didnt do my photography hwk. but i'm too lazy to upload the photos now. so maybe i wait till tml or ltr. had trng just nw. didnt do much. cos my knee still hurts. but i think it shld be alright on wed! gt zheng hua cup. i hope i not starting 5. cos everytime i start first my leg sure injured. dunno is cursed or what. but i dont think i am gg to be starting 5 agn bahhh.. LOL i too lousy alr. well trng was real fun. i went mad with MOST of my team mates! haha! n we missed retard so much that me, sheryl( new name, MA LIAN), n eh dum keep calling out to her name cos she was at the court beside us! LOL! hving her gl trng. den we saw her playing games n it's like damn retarded! damn funny! haha! aft trng went hm. n it happens that lh's fren stay opp my block! so qiao lah! damn gd! wish he could come trng more often so i can hv free ride to my doorstep! haha!

I MISS RETARD=))))))))

today is a boring day. went drum in the aftn. played 2 songs.. first not okok, 2nd one more difficult. had prob walking. bai kah agn. hahahaa! it's swollen lah! thanks weis for acc me to eat my lunch!!!!!! had dinner at hm. maggie~ long time nv eat alr.. LOL cos not very healthy~ watched 蔷微之恋 the whole day. n d/ling visual studio 2008. it took damn long lah... damn it! first time gt prob cos only d/l 2gb. but whole file is 3gb plus! mad right! hmm, i haven touch my digital photography yet! oh goddddd.. tues need hand in! haha! tml hving trng! YAY!!!! dont think i can train too much bah. see tml how first... my knee pain pain=((( but somehow i notice my bone nv pop out on the side alr.. maybe i went back to the correct place. hahaha! =x

my swollen left knee..

we had bbaxn match today. i think we lost quite badly.. hais.. know what, i injured my damn knee! WTF! nan de gaolao put me as starting 5 n i played like ard 2mins then i injured my knee! knn! hw suay can i be man! well, it still hurts now. but i've to walk properly at hm. i lazy go see doc. see tml how. if too pain then i'll go see doc. any kind soul wanna acc me!? aft that went to watch match at sbc. but we celebrated ah min's belated bday for her first. hahaha! hmm sad, didnt get to watch my cool girl play. she's from johor state no8!! she's soooo manly~ so she's my cool girl. then there's this black. but i didnt get to see him play too. i think he was on the bench. sad. he's damn tall lahhh! omg omg. i almost went crazy. then there's kembangan no12. damn pro, wei bin's gf! she ji li hai lor! know why? she's in the thai nat team! haha. her team mate is no9. oso very pro but i think she more pro! hahaha! here comes the main lead! SERENE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! my fav! she's fast too! n she can defend no12!!! whoo! li hai right! cos her defense very zai, very ji1 ji2. haha! n her offense too! her zhao pai dong zuo is chie until half way sudden stop n take a jumpshot! she's damn gd at that! hahaha! =) my ou xiang! n i like her build! very nice! haha too bad i dont hv a clear pict of her! =( aft that went hm! tired. cos knee pain. well think i shld be able to go for trng on monday! hahaha! =x i'm having game on wed sat and sunday next wk.. oh god. so busy~~

today e learning.. sux like hell. even though he keep ask bout things we had learn b4 or said during lecture, that doesnt give u the right to scold him or what. u think u clever so what huh! at least we not sell fish one. we know we share cos we're FRIENDS. not like you, i guess u dont have even a TRUE friend. that's sooooo HOW PATHETIC man! whatever, i shant contaminate my blog by blogging bout u! fcker..

well tina toh hui yi came to my hs.. she fell asleep cos i was kinda too busy to entertain her cos i dunno how to do my e learning! hahaha! i took some photos of her sleeping STYLE lol!

pose 1


pose 2


pose 3


hahaha! anyway i also got some photos of sheryl bday celebration on thurs.. i 4got to save my cutie's bloglink.. nvm ask her agn sometime. haha! here are the picts..


me, retard, roxanne, cutie, bday girl n eh dum


eh dum, me, retard and bday girl


SHERYL'S CAKE!!!!!!


me(table), bday girl and roxanne..



this is gonna be the most jing dian pict in all the picts we had taken b4.. might have more jing dian one coming up soon.. haha!
quoted from retard's lj: "Roxanne, Shenli, Serene, Amelia, Huishi and SEXY BIRTHDAY GIRL RYL! HAHAHA. OH AND YOU CAN CLICK ON THE PICTURE TO SEE MY MOST CANDID EXPRESSION EVERRRR, OF ALL TIME. Thanks for the cake smash, EGGTARDDDD. X("
LOL! =x eh i sacrifice my piece of cake leh.. n n n if u look at the pict carefully, it's roxanne's hand that tempt me to smash that piece of cake on ur face! hahaha

next birthday coming up~ AMELIA the cutie! haha! 25nov i think.. =)

OMGG.. WHAT'S WRONG WITH MEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THINGS AINT GG WELL FOR ME TODAY! AHHH FUCK! I'M DAMN PISSED! I FEEL LIKE THE WHOLE WORLD OWE IT TO ME! AM I FCKING TRYING TOO HARD OR TOO CONCERN UNTIL I DIDNT NOTICE BOUT MYSELF N WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME! ARGH! I DONT FEEL LIKE GOING TRAINING ANYMORE! I'M TIRED TIRED TIRED TIRED.. TIRED OF EVERYTHING. MENTALLY N PHYSICALLY! I DONT EVEN KNOW WILL I GET TO PLAY TML! WTF!

ARGH DONT TALK TO ME!

wheeeheee~ had lots of fun n happiness today even though we lost our netball matches! LOLL! GOOD GAME EVERYONE!!!!!! love u guys! =))))) next yr join agn! haha! aft that didnt go eat with them cos i went to guys training but i nv train with them lahh.. got my RONNNNNNN~ hhaha but main point not him! LOL main point is we went to celebrate SHERYL's birthday!!!!! hahaha! happy birthday again!!! =)))) surprised her lah! she damn funny~ she said we were so sweet.. even sweeter than condensed milk~ LOL! what a vocab sia!!! haha! well took lots of picts~~ but i dont hv any now~ had cake smashing session! RON hlp us take picts~ hahahahaha! so handsome!!!!! =)) i ended up not having any cake to eat cos i used my piece to smash retard's tempting face! LOLLLLL!!!!!! but at least that cake not much of cream!! =xx me n hui shi wanted to smash gabriel's face but failed.. so we targeted RON, but failed agn! haiss... lol! but still happy la=) went to eat with retard, bday girl n eh dum! ordered a super duper big oyster omelette, satay, beancurd n drinks. 4 of us share~ haha! took some ugly n unglam pics with retard's fisheye camera! haha! cool man! i think super duper ugly lor! LOL. went hm aft sending retard hm cos she wasnt feeling well n she's quite moody bah even though she's trying to act happy agn! LOL!!! =x tml e learning day.. but still need wake up early like 9am to do work!!! dunno how to do lahhh. stupid one!

guess what time i woke up when i'm having lesson at 1pm!?! lol! 630am! went to gym with retard n hui shi cos hui shi gt lesson at 10am. gym until 9plus.. i ran for 27mins and cool down for 5mins.. so in total i ran 3.5km n climbed 59m! hahaha! zai hor! cos i very long nv run in gym le.. not tiring, just sweat alot lor. den do some weights n some of the circuits... now my chest muscles pain pain~ hahaha! aft gym, sent hui shi to her lecture den me n retard walked to canteen 4 to have our lunch..

retard n her food:


me and my food:


the food we ate sucks totally~~ but still manage to force it down my throat.. LOL. aft that we headed to the lib and watched brother bear 2. nice movie man! it's so touching. haha! know why? cos both of us ended up crying n we laughed at each other.. zijing came to gave something to retard n say what home visiting stuffs. didnt know zijing's rank in soka is THAT high! cool man! all the way sha da jie! LOL!
aft movie went for class. saw her bf for the first time. hahahaha! no comments=x ltr retard kill me! lol

BROTHER BEAR~~


class was boring.. i forgot to bring my lappy n return mr james his audio CD! =x rained, so netball polympics was cancelled! went to meet tin, bing n jo.. thanks tina for the shirt u bought for me! =) nice shirt! i love it even though u kb~ n we break alr! hahaha! so i must keep scold u=x went to watch 007 quantum of solace! damn not nice pls.. nice part is only the black girl! LOL cos she's hot! =x aft movie went to eat tao huay at 302~ hee nice nice nice~ love it man!!! lol! n off we go, balek kampong! hahaha!

serene ah serene.. stop being so emo lahh.. dont get affected by him just bcos he attitude u or what? see u emo i also will emo one leh! so must smile n be retard more often! LOL! dont emo be happy! hahaha

i just got hm!!!! went to eat aft the netball matches.. FAT!!! *.* die alr! i nan de shou 2kg lehhhh! wth!!!! netball matches was funnnnn.. kinda like it more now~ hahaha! but we lost 1 game n drew 1. tml still will be having games! tired mannnn.. i skipped my art lesson for the matches today.. siann! my painting is not even half done yet.. it's quite long alr man! =(( i think i'm falling sick soon cos my teeth starts to hurt le.. i dont know shld i go or not.. cos i'm hving trng on fri and sat. if i go n stay overnight, i'll be too tired to go for trng.. but if i dont stay i might as well dont go cos if i reach aft trng it will be ard 11plus le.. how! plus i dont wanna see ***N. fcker.. =x n alot ppl will be going. so also no need me ard bahh.. haha! but i miss wife alot alot n wanted to see her lehhh. maybe i'll meet her up sometimes.

sometimes i hate u talking about him but i have no rights to interfere..

whee today training alot ppl go! zhang lang went too! LOL! then we learn alot of new things~ =) those formations all these.. hmm i kinda forgot what i wanted to blog alr.. =x nvm.. aft training me ann retard n cutie went o eat with lao heng. thanks for treating us even though i know u very rich=xx jkjk but he really very rich. robbers out there can go rob him=x lol. anyway that serene the kuku retard is a very funny and LOVELY girl. cos she always did stupid, retard, kuku, auntie n etc things that made ppl ard her laugh n think that she's really a xiao ding dong.. LOL! i took a pict with her on fri..


anyway i watched hotshot just now! it's damn freaking nice! last epi! hais... now i even lesser show to watch! but W died=( sibei sad.. i cry sia.. i love jerryyyyyyyyyy and 阿福 aka 残. he's damn cool lah. n i same with him pai kah so i like him! lol! actually he's very handsome also de lor! =))))

N N N N N MOST IMPTLY~~ MY BFBFBFBFBFBF IS BACK~~ WHOOHOO! BUT JUST NOW CANT GO FETCH HER COS TOO LATE ALR=((( SORRY BF! cya soon alright! finally the horrible 10days had passed.. hehehe i simply miss her too much lahhh! i love bf!

tml i'll be having netball match for polympics~ =( abit dont feel like gg cos i wanna go watch match at sbc! my idol SERENE LEE! lol! =x qian xi no4.. tml lesson at 10am=( photography! haha! i gg to slp now! gd night RETARD, GOOD NIGHT BF and gd night everyone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

argh.. my stomach is still not well yet man! sibei irritating! make me dont feel like eating lor! wth! still feel like vomiting sometimes~ i got the picts that i took with retard on fri b4 trng.. is super duper retard. she asked me to post it up but it's too retard. she post den i post bah.. hahha!
went to watch match jus now! whoohoo~ nice man! damn jin zhang~ n i became a stalker overnight! wthhhh.. first time take pict until like that lehhh! hahhaa! cos of SERENE!!!! qian xi no4! my new idol! haha! i keep saying she very pro this n that until coach abit buay tahan alr! hahaha sorry ah! =x n n n n the teams from indonesia and johor is damn strong lah! they won both qian xi n hm utd big squad in which they are the so called top 2 women teams in sg!!!!!!! omg! n johor no8 is damn cool! she's my cool girl! she super duper muscular lah! but too bad, cannot compare with my ALL TIME FAVOURITE: CANDACE PARKER!!! hahahaha acc them go eat. i ate a lil bit of fries~ b4 the matches went to shop ard town. went to find steph! scared her! hahahaha her reaction is damn big n damn funny! u can nv imagine that man! LOL! n there's bad news.. i broke my havanias scandals!!!! stupid! i walk out of yamaha aft my drum today den piak.. it broke~ wthhh lahh. i just said mine wont broke during thurs lah! stupid mouth! so i went to buy new havanias with wei wei.. wa damn bu shuang lah! i bought it like only less than 6mths!?!?!? n it broke! why no insurance one sehhh! if this new one broke agn i think next time i buy 3 get 1 free alr lah! cos gt promotion! haha! they shld hv 1yr warranty! haha! i spent bout 60plus bucks today man! my savings gone gone gone~ cos i bought a new ear piece~ sennheiser one! 30plus~ hahaha! cos my ear piece spoil. now i can finally listen to my ipod touch le~ yay! so long nv touch it alr lah! it misses my TOUCH cos it's ipod touch~ LOL! ok not funny~ just crapping! hahaha n n n n n my bf tina tina tina is coming backkkkk alr~~~ nw i can keep bfbfbfbfbfbf her le.. no need keep listen to that retard cos she always bfbf here bfbf there. now i will keep bfbfbf in front of that retard le! cos my BF is backkkkkkkkk.. mon night~ not sure can fetch her not cos she dint msg me or tell me the exact time~ sad=(((( see i miss her so much she dint even contact me! hahaha but nvm.. forgive her cos she give me gdbye kiss~ LOL i really damn nth to do so to crap here~ no life mannnn.. i hvn even start on my audio visual mini proj2!!! n hvn even submit my photographs online for digital photography! die alr lahhh.. but i kinda lazy to do even though i gt time to crap here.. haha~ i guess there's nth more to crap alr~ hahaha! till here~

I LOVE SERENE~~~~~ OMGOMGOMG "NO10"!

i didnt go for trng today.. was not feeling well. stomach ache den feel like vomiting! =( jus now went out for dinner. the stupid housefly drop inside my rice!!! =( so i didnt finish de food. felt like vomiting now.. =( tiredddddd... sleepy the whole dayy!!! anyway there are 2 new comers at np bball.. well, the alicia is quite strange. she ytd go hm with me den dun dare sit with me lehhh.. LOL. i gt so scary mahhh!!! stupid peizhen bully me!

to serene: come on cheer up retard!!! it's not the end of the world! it's not easy to satisfy everyone but u already done ur best! dont take it to heart! =) rmb everyone in np bball is behind u all the way dude! =)

today ard 12 finish lesson.. had lunch with gab gab, noob, wy, wei ting n jie ying! cos coincidentally saw jie ying n wei ting so ask them sit tgt! aft finish eating, retard came to find me. thanks retard for entertaining me until 3pm=) we did alot of stupid stuffs.. esp her! nth to say since she's alr a retard.. like gg to other ppl blog n say things that i would never ever do like wearing a bikini! =.- aft that my dear cherie acc me~ thanks too!! loves~ we slacked at our space until 4 plus n we went to buy sandwich cos she hungry. sat down at canteen 2 waiting for polympics to start n find cute peizhen! haha! ( peizhen dont feel bad bout that match anymore k? it's alr over! haha cheer up! )some kai xuan guy won the 3on3! his 3pts are free of charge! lol! coach didnt come for training today.. so we played half court for the whole trng.. all yr 1 went except roxanne, cun fang n cutie amelia! yr 2 only 1 go den yr 3 bobbie! haha! had lots and lots of fun!!! more of bball-ing than training! lol! aft that went to market n eat.. i ate a plate of fries n thanks sheryl(horsie) for treating me sugarcane! love ya man!! =))

is it that hard to treat someone good without other ppl saying that u like her? i'm just treating her as a gd fren.. like how i treat yuqing. is there anything wrong? well, i hope it doesnt affect our friendship cos i dont like people saying all these stuffs.

ahhh damn bored. i'm now with dear lovely chio bu my love retard serene at our space~ n those 'shenli' in my tagboard is not me anyway. is that retard.. trying to make me paiseh only! haha! stupid lor she go ppl blog anyhow tag tag tag.. the worst thing is she go weerong blog saying i will wear bikini. i think she's the one who wanna wear it soooo much! lol. waiting for my dear cherie to meet me! haha trng.. i'm gg to rot another 3hrs with my dear cherie.. =((( boring day... serene is sad cos she said i with her very bored. but actually i bluff her one. i not bored. den she nw beside me giving her kuku retard face. LOL. stupid lahhh... nice girl anyway. crazy one. siao zhar bo

p/s the dear lovely chio bu my love is she ask me write one.lol

phew just gt hm. waited for serene until 6pm n saw roxanne n SHERYL the SEXY before that so that sexy accompany me to wait for retard. saw the si jia also. whom acted in the ying huo chong de meng. nice show! cos gt fel! haha! bballing in sch~ last min choice. so i had to play with my berms n shirt n w/o shoes! acty me n serene went to watch bball polympics. haha! den we saw PZ! the helmet! lol n my pri sch fren. n most imptly RON!! long time nv see him! hahaha! but i still dont dare to say hi to him or what! lol the guys had training at the 3on3 court. i cant take my eyes off him=x okay lah, he's not THAT gd looking but his body BEST liao! but i still prefer my blacks~ obama obama obama! he's hot! =x aft playing serene went to meet her bf so i stayed i wait for pz cos i dun wanna go off with them.. lol! very gang ga! =x they played awhile more we jiu go off le~ pz is damn funny n retard lah! she keep kpo me n keep accuse me! den i cannot kpo her accuse her! LOL! stupid helmet!

anyway serene is feeling down again! hope she can cheer up! she always emo one leh! aiyoyo! take care serene! =)

I MISS TINA TOH HUI YI AKA MY BF!!!!!!!
she's been in indonesia for the 6th day now!! n she's coming back on monday!!! finally! i've been missing her everyday since she was gone! she must feel very very very rong xin man! haha she better get me something when she come back! or else,.... haha! i like threatening her! =x well i thinking she sneezing everyday over there thanks to me! LOL

today went to support howei n angel's badminton doubles tournament! well, they got third. but i think they gt the ability to get 1st n 2nd de lor! haha! but nvm! CONGRATS! went to had dinner at burger king west mall! haha! nice nice! my all time fav.: mushroom swiss double UPSIZE! hahaha! i know it's kinda fattening! but nvm, i'm gg on diet=xx i'm saying i'm on diet for dunno how many wks alr, but i still keep eating alot! =x tml i'll be having lab test for video technology man! ppl wish me gd lucks man! i scared i dunno how to operate or operate wrongly for the oscilloscope man! hais.. stress man! haha! pray hard mannnnn..

trng on fri! i'm soooooo looking forward to it man! =)

well well.. i just came back from training today! haha! not tired. quite slack actually. but learn quite a lot of things... i need to improve. truly speaking, i think i learn more in np training than in stackers.. n i seems to enjoy sch's training much more now! thanks to my wonderful team mates=) love u guys! lastly, my dear serene is not happy today. she's feeling very emo for the past few days.. haha!

CHEER UP SERENE! HUGS HUGS =))

went to ate branch with coach n sze yee! haha! then we head down to watch the guys match before the girls one. wow damn exciting lah!! WTH! there's this guy called desmond from ITE east had this 3pt shot 2secs before the match finish! i tot ITE central would win because in terms of skills, size n everything.. they should have won when during the last 8secs, no12(boon kiat, haha i rmb his name! quite handsome=x) scored 2pts so they lead by 1pt. but the 3pt came which is like a bit tyco too. is super exciting. but i guess they deserve to win too cos they had the NEVER GIVE UP attitude. they were losing around 12-14 pts during the first quarter! me and sze yee damn jin zhang lah! omg omg! then the 2nd match is coach's one! whoo, even though coach dint play alot, but still jia you k! u can do it better next time. as expected, they won. it's was quite a boring match cos they were leading by quite a number of pts in the first quarter already. so the final score is 88-53. great performance by wei bin n katek. expected again! haha! they did some nice lay ups n passes. i think either of them is the mvp. lol! the next match is the best! haha! know why? got handsome guys=xx A div. dont know why ITE also have A div leh! west no4 cute! east no11 handsome n cute! LOL! then yao hui also playing! he not bad! very fit! haha! the rest of the guys not that good looking, but all of them are really good in terms of skills n etc.. nice match man! like watching professionals playing.. =) but sadly.. i had to leave half way through cos i got training at 6pm! =((((( sadded! lol! thanks sze yee for accompanying me to take cab n for sharing the cab fee=) loves loves~

CONGRATS TO COACH FOR GETTING THE CHAMPION MEDALS FOR INTER ITE COMPETITION!!! =)))

had training today! wakao shld hv went to watch coach's match lor! then i'll be burnt lah! can become black black! LOL! i went trng instead.. so bo liao. nth much! had menses so having cramp! bad cramp. very pain. but i still pulled myself to run n do drills.. end up i still need to rest near the end of the trng cos my knee damn pain lahhh.. i think i need to see a doc soon.. but it's kinda waste of time to go polyclinic. the waiting hours are so horrible! shall find some free day n go see with my mum bah. lol! i'm kinda afraid to see doc too.. scared them say i got some illness then cannot play bball or my life will be shorten. okay i'm thinking too much now! LOL!
n here comes the main pt.. while i'm eating at kfc with coach, INDIAN, joyce, yahui, jieying, meow, vana, stella n vanessa... I SAW A BLACK WALK IN WITH HIS GF! hahaha!de gf indian! but that black is hot lahhh! i saw a total of 3 blacks today n he's the most handsome one! i went mad the moment i saw him! HAHA.. cant chill when i see any blacks.. n n n i somehow had this blacks yuan fen these few days cos i everyday will see a black for dunno how many consecutive days alr! so happy! maybe my wish is gonna come true~~ MARRY A BLACK! hahaha!

shld i go to take some photos on mon or go watch coach's match? cos i nv go anyone of coach match n support her b4 lehh.. so i think i shld go.. take photo can next time take! haha..

my BF is now in indonesia le... so sad.. i keep thinking of her! LOL! thinking tat what would she be doing at this tima blah blah blah.. i keep ask rong rong! hahaha! when i know she dunno also! =xxx sorry ah rong rong.. jus give me some entertaining answers will do! =))

i went to play ddr b4 gg for trng with bing bing, shar, gera n rong rong~~ haha i think i improve abit le? but still very lousy! at warren play.. ALOT cheaper! had alot of fun.. sweat like hell.. gd exercise! haha! =) i've been gg with them more often now! =)) cos sch work not alot.. but gg to be! got time to go out with them! i simply love it!