pain..
that i'm experiencing right now. i've never experienced it that much before. it hurts. from deep inside my heart. that i wished i'm dead so i wont have to feel it anymore.
gone were those happy days. its like its never enough no matter how much i cherished it. even a simple night out seem so far now. i think bout it all the time, but it doesnt seem to help at all. i dont want to feel lonely. i dont wanna be alone. i dont wanna feel that it is just me alone in this world. i dont wanna feel empty.
who can i run to now that you're gone