hahaha i'm happy:) found out something! hahahahahahaha. so proud of myself. even though it's not right=x back from phuket, back to reality, back to work, back to in need of money. i just got home bathed and relax on my bed not long ago and started using mac! hahahaha i miss mac! ok random. had supper just now. hais shit fattening!

alright updates from the phuket trips even though i know nobody will see this.. basically, if u need a place to chill and enjoy nightlife like nobody's business... phuket is the choice man! hahahahaha. DRINKING EVERYDAY! OMG. not only that. its DRINKING DAY AND NIGHT! lol so i'm very sick of alcohol now. anyway i found a relaxation. drinking and smoking while in the pool. and i mean drinking nice neat hard liquor. OMFG, its the SEX man! lol anyway lots of fun with ben, cpt ben, min xiu, jed, wei hao, aaron and most imptly, steph la. ayesssssss. having fun disturbing her. =x i miss thai food already. esp street food.. sobs sobs*

anyway, the trip made me realized something very important. we really are fortunate people. i mean each and every one of my friends out there. at our prime teenage times of 18-21, we are doing things that we enjoy, not a lot of troubles, doing anything that we want, buying this and that. i met a girl in phuket. not say met, went in to a strip club and ya... guess her age? she's only fucking 19! and she needs to follow guys back to hotel, pole dance, strip, topless.. all those u can think of la. wtf she is ONLY 19! didnt ask bout her background but how good can it be when u have this kind of job at the age of 19. i pity and respect her.. what were we doing when we are of her age?! studying... stress... work... its incomparable. we should be contended bout what we have now. stop complaining how difficult life is. learn to work hard for what u want in your future

this is story number 1.