been working these few days. no chance to online. haha what to do. i kinda enjoy work recently even though its tough and tiring. hardcore. now i really understand how weis n gab felt. not 1 thing is light. all heavy de. lol, but i like running about. even though i will smell damn bad bcos of the sweat, humidity and dust all on your body.

actually i really dont know what's impt in my life anymore. money? friends? family? am i too busy recent;y to do any self reflect. yes i am. everytime reach hm 1st thing is to bath, 2nd is SLEEP. 24 hours is certainly not enough for me. i totally dont hv time for my parents. its been so long since i last chat with them. even though i always scream at hm, hope that they unstd. after 1 whole day of work, shag and tiredness always caused me to be in a very bad mood when i reach home. hais need to change. so in the end what's impt in my life? last time i can get this ans very easily, because it has always been friends. now? i dont know.

how much have i done for them, how much have they done for me? anyone knows the answer? work is definitely a good thing to do to 忘记自己. to forget bout what u shld think, and become lost in the world. days past, life moves on, friends come and go, money spent on this n that, family will never gonna always be there. the path, still having to continue by myself, hoping 1 day i will cross by someone's path so that we'll walk on tgt. somehow i got to believe 100% that friends are not gonna be FOREVER.

so what's important in my life that i'll live for? 20years, i dont have any answers. how pathetic, how ridiculous