i miss the days when i always play bball aft sch everyday.
i miss the days when i was tanned and exercise everyday.
i miss playing competitive basketball without feeling tired.
i miss playing basketball without having to wear my knee guard
ever since the day i injured my knee, i couldnt do what i used to do
nobody know the feeling i felt
injuring it countless time.. the every 2nd thoughts that come thru my mind bout doing the movements
the feeling on the court.. the anxiousness.. nobody knows how worried i was. cos everytime i couldnt do well is bcos i was afraid to be on the court. i dont have the self confident i used to have.....
now having to move away from basketball, i'm still afraid. i'm always having a second thoughts on jumping off the higher grounds. ending up, i'll still take the stairs-.-

okay i shan't think bout it anymore.

sometimes it's okay to lose control of your own body, your ownself..