i guess time really gave me the answer..

tiredddddd.. these few days like nth to do in suntec cos of apec. haissssss... boring lah! i'm too lazy to bring my laptop n do my report siol! tml see how lor. maybe bring hard disk also. so can watch movie! hee.

life's been very unmeaningful. as the days go by, everything seems to be due. like reports and all those stuffs. and when attachment's finally over and i'm graduating, that is when the horror starts. i have to find a permanant job with this fucking piece of diploma. start saving up and giving money to my parents. i cant live a life that's only about me anymore. i have to pay bills. somehow i'm envious of ppl whom parents train them since young. not like me being so pampered which results in me not being so independent. i cant imagine i need to go through everything again. interview. find job that's related to the fcking cert. somehow to think of it i felt so lost. and i have to take on everything. there's no such word called sharing cos i'm the only child. no ppl to share my stress, no ppl to share the fu dan, no ppl to share my worries.

well i guess i shan't think too much for the time being...

seeing you so stress bout money, so tired about your everyday life. how i wish i could help but i know u wont accept my money. i seem so helpless towards everything in my life. i cant seem to help anyone. all i can say is 加油. love u!