now i know the reason why i love and cant live without gera rong n jo! XD

well i fcking miss them hell load lah! so long nv see them alr. okay even though it's like only 3 days since sat, but i feels like 3million years! =((((

that gera gd, finish her exams alr! must be clubbing now! not like me still stay over in school!!!!!!!!m :'(

i've been drinking these few weeks! hahaha! gdgd can train my alcohol level! XD i enjoy drinking! i seriously love CHIVAS even though i haven tried martell! haha! fucking got kick man!

it's coming now! like in 2 wks time exactly! hahahaha~

hmm i'm affected but i fucking dont care n i know i'm not gg to let myself fall easily cos i'm me and i'm different among different groups of friends. so i'm still myself. people love and hate the way i am but i know myself best. so ya, after so many things that happened around me, i know who is true who is not, i know who to be with and who best for me even though everyone around me has their own weaknesses. i accepted doesnt mean that others will accept mine. friends who walk away and those who stay by u in every part of your life. seeing thru everything doesnt means it good. i still want the blur old me who is naive about everything n one who lives in her own beautiful wonderland.

but i'm tired of this word called 'FRIENDS'

and i love gera rong n jo even more after today. n i hope it wont change forever