how great can i feel that when i was bench for the whole 4 quarters of the match n i was the one who ask u all to come n watch n i personally thinks that i shld be given the chance to play!

how bad can it be to add on my bad mood when it rains quite heavily while i was walking home ending up kinda drenched when i felt that i might felt better if i walked home!

how long can i pretend to be okay when i'm not in front of u or ard my frens when actually i really need a breakdown soon!

how long can i really stay in this team when i'm about to go for 6mths attachment in maybe aug or sept n for u to ask me do alot of sai kang like bringing ppl n informing ppl bout training and stuffs even though u made me a captain which i dont want but i cant reject.

how well could i cope my year 3 last semester when i had so many thing yet to be done for the team, my CCA points, sch team and lots of assignments coming up!

when and where could i vent out my anger and stress or breaking down into pieces!