super duper vulgar post. dont read it if u cant stand vulgarities!

I'M JUST GONNA FUCKING STAY AT HOME FOR 2 WHOLE FUCKING DAYS N BEING SO UNHAPPY AND NOT GG TO TALK! SEE WHETHER ARE THEY HAPPY SEEING ME BEING LIKE THAT OR NOT!

damn sia. not as if i go out drink smoke kill gamble! just simply TALKING! aso not that i late go home den my studies like fucking shit or got kicked out of school! no, my results are my best this for this semester. what they say? nothing! not even a word of praise, a word of 肯定! people are always like that! they just simply look at your bad points! n everything they remembered bout u is just all your cb bad points! good things are easily forgotten! also not as if i scold u everyday or what. u dont say me i dont say u! so simple, yet hard to understand! pig brain!

is not that i dont want to go home. i want to go home! but i hate gg back home. bcos i'm always ALONE! face computer alone, slp alone, do everything alone! they just dont understand the feeling of being alone, no one to talk to at home not like when u have ur siblings! they dont ask bout me, dont ask bout my sch, dont ask bout my frens! they just fucking ask bout my EXAMS! =.- lj thinking.

they will just never try to understand me. they fcking show concern is a damn way like asking me home! ya that's my fcking dad's concern! they will never learn to trust me! always asking me to bathe bathe bathe! as if my body is his! i shuang i will go bath alr mah, common sense la dey!

n they fcking say i keep spending alot of money! ya i spend money, but i spend le if no money i wont go eat n spend even more money le mah! ya his money! when i fcking work n got my pay, i throw money on his cb face n he'll LL!

n say i'm not concern bout them. i just dont do what they fcking want me to do = make them worry = not concerning bout them! i dont show out my concern cos i dunno how to doesnt mean i'm fcking not concern bout them la! aiya, wadeva i say they just dont get it! what for! no use talking some sense into them like no use they talking their sense into mine!

okay i'm in a fucking bad mood! bye