today went gym with retard. both of us overslept. aft gym went to canteen 3. retard ate her fav yee mee. lol! i found out we have alot of things that are alike. dont know how to say here.. haha! went for class.. next wk lab test. haisssssss

too many things are happening at 1 go.. we tried our best to persuade him yet now it's gg to return to the starting point agn. we tot we've made the situation better. but i guess there's no turning point now. people are leaving 1 by 1... the stackers we have now is not the old stackers we used to belong anymore. people just come and go... it's just so disappointing.

sometimes, i dont know why i go down for matches. just to do warm up n sit for the rest of the match watching how we lose? the mentality, the stamina, the team work is not there. or i can say it's gone! it's not what we used to have or play anymore. it's just so different! sitting the whole game seems like part and parcel of my life now..

some things are kept inside me which are so difficult to say it out.. i felt to tired keeping it. maybe it just shouldn't be there in the first place. i'm tired! mentally and physically!